Yet another..

today's weird, i just dont feel like studying.. actually i planned and thought today would be good, but i was wrong. in a way, i was lucky today. because i met TYH. nothing special really happened, other than escorting me out of school when i was barely inside for 30mins. there goes my cab fare and wonderful morning..

it was surprising that i talked to myself and took things positively. so glad that in a way, i tried to see things on the brighter side. then i humbled myself and thought, why dont i just accept the fact that its my fault, my bad and make things right. then, i asked myself, would i make things better if i do away with my super huge ego. i might, no?

had my haircut at usual and decided to take a stroll, but its weird cause i was in pe shirt, slippers and holding a uber huge file. went to my favourite muji and got more stuffs there.

all of a sudden, i miss doing things that i love. i kept asking myself why am i caught up with studying.. like why now? or why do i even need to study so hard. sorry for being very childish, i just had to say all these. i kept thinking, life's short, why not i just take a bolder step that none dares and chase all my dreams. then again, reality hits me, how far can i really go?

i really cant wait for the promos to end, not simply because i can have fun. but because i want to have a life of my own. studying everyday is really not my 'kind' of life. i just want to have that feeling that i own my life and i can do what i want to.

today's really not a day to study for me, perharps its the artwork of TYH. so i decided to just have some little time for myself and sleep till i feel good tomorrow morning!

i really have a dream, to explore the world on my own.
if i could bring someone, will you come along with me?

Budd zebest!

thebestdamnbudd!

<3 it budd! haha!

no more fog! just fresh air now!

i <3 budd!

Muu-cakes.

i haven't been living the way i wanted these days. and it seemed like the library's my second home! most of my breaks, and time after school has mostly been spent there. well, its not a bad thing. (in the face of the coming promos) this lifestyle was led by my good friend HuiWen, i'm just following suit.

though stressful, it has been satisfying completing my tutorials. although its still catch-up work. at least i know i'm on track and i'm truly grateful to all teachers who are willing to spend their breaks and time after school to help me. they really made me feel i'm not alone fighting this (Y) and their concern motivates me!

living simple is quite a joy, is it higher living?
it'll take awhile for me to get an answer.

US Open really got me excited about tennis, and i'm itching to hit some balls right now, right now!

tomorrow's going to be a real exciting day. cause i got hot-dates with 'hot math teacher' and LKL for chem, means extended timetable again! and tuition at night. but i'm not dreading any of it, because i found joy in learning! way to go!

i'm going to sleep soon! sufficient sleep = maximise learning tomorrow.

and Superman loves Mooncakes.
he should be afraid of mooncakes instead.

favourite songs now: She's gonna find me here (Melee) and Come home (OneRep)

and.. last of all, GOOD LUCK TO LOUISA ANN FOR HER PRELIM RESULTS! :D

To, see you drop.

i'll say fuck it with the promos.

why cant we all live doing things we want.

to survive in a JC sucks as bad as the freaking e-asses system.

my accomplishment this holiday is coming up with a study plan.

stress and the heat really mould you out of who you really are.

holidays are ending and it doesn't seem as though the next one would be any better.

the letter R means a lot nowadays. R-Paper and then Retain.

i should sleep soon, and not think so much.

dear friend, i didn't know i would need to garner that much courage to talk to you again.

anyway, my failure this holiday is i fucked the study plan up in the end.