match update.

18th Jan 2007, 3pm
Anglican High vs St Patrick's
84 vs 29
16 2-3's

hard-hearted, yet vulnerable.

first post of 2007. i'm still feeling weird using 2007. i have to be true and say that yes, my interest in blogging is fading away. not saying that i dont like it or anything, but i'm really tired at times. i'm always struggling with time now, i really cant find time for blogging or even viewing other's.

school has been a week already and many things have changed in school. time-table is back to the sec1 35mins per period style. to me, it sucks. because it only allows us to one recess only. 35min is too short to have lessons. some teachers are new to our class while some still remains. i really wonder whether it is a joy to remain teaching in 4F or is it misery. well, i have been sleeping everyday in school. at least for one period everyday. i know all the teachers can see it and i know, soon enough, they're all going to ask me if i'm alright. some are for concern, at least i know some just want to see me on the dark side.
some friends seemed to change our friendship for the better, while some let it go. there's the good and bad. this year, i feel much different. usually, i'm really sensitive with my friends and i get very concern with issues. this time, i'm shocked that i'm able to let go of certain things and move on. for all my time in secoondary life, i was hoping and praying that i could let certain things go and move on, but courage never filled my heart. this time its not courage, but instead, the heart just died.
looking at people walking past me in school. those with long pants and short pants. those coming down from different blocks and different flight of stairs, makes me think a lot. about how fast time past. looking at those with short pants, i still could vividly remember the time outside 2H and moments together. it makes me think about C'Div and everything comes back. we were so childish, yet had such strong determination to win every match.
now i'm already sec4. setting examples for my juniors everywhere i go. good or bad i dont need any opinions. time flew fast and i hope i could cherish time really hard, lest i regret everything oneday.

basketball has been up and down. holidays were really wasted. trainings all wasted with the lousy discipline and attendance. i know coach gave up, but we gave him hope when school started. i hope we can fight hard, this is my last year. i hope you all can give it your best and even juniors, give your seniors something they would never forget. even if we lose, leave me with a deep impression that oneday when i look back, i would tear and tell myself we did our best. training is getting tougher, to prepare our stamina. we're going to run much more and be much more physical.
Coral, PingYi, Bedok South, Broadrick and St Patrick's. lets take them down one by one.

Golf have been so far away from me. haven't touch my clubs for almost a month. again, i'm going to take a break from it. after the basketball tournament, i'm going to train for golf, all the way. i hope i can make an impact to the local golfing world soon.

Church is.. i have been really disobedient about it. i think i haven't gone for church for like 3weeks. since Christmas i remember. hopefully Yingying dont flare up on me or something. but i'll try my best to make it when i can. i'm really feeling bad about myself. someone forgive me.

had a presentation during assembly today. its no big deal, yet it gives me courage to go up and talk again. if i ever have a chance again. i think we've done a good job. there's nothing to complain about.

my shoes are still not here, and i'm getting impatient. hopefully it arrives this week because i paid a lot of money for it!!!

everything's breaking up. i dont stop neither do i encourage. i just watch things change and turn. soon my life will take a big turn, or maybe a toll on me. just let everything go quick and fast, lest it hurts.

tomorrow's a big day and i cant wait somehow.

i'm going to sleep because i'm so sleepy.

take care to all my loved ones.