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Thursday, June 15, 2006

black.

so this week's all about playing golf. i thought about my future, about what i'm going to be, and do. i'm not sure. i've thought about turning into a golf professional and train everyday, but i wasn't sure whether i would like it. this month, its about golf, golf and golf week after week. i've actually turn black, literally.

i'm having a feel of playing golf everyday now. i'm tired. to be honest, its really pressurizing. its tough, difficult, tiring, stressful. maybe, maybe thats not the real feeling, cause i'm playing competition everyday. so that makes it sooooo tiring. it burns me out, seriously, my mind's just screwed up. i need a break.

its not that i'm not glad or whatsoever. and u think whatever way u want. its not like i dont want to meet u or talk to u. its either i cant make it, or u cant. i have own time when i need you, its not just me ignoring u.

i just need you so badly. i wonder when can u just pop by to heal me.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

june.

so finally i'm blogging again. i have a lot to talk about now. hahaha. june holidays is really busy. plenty of golf tournaments ahead of me, school work, hanging out with friends, short trips to near-by countries, gym, basketball training and other boring things to do.

so inter-school golf tournament was on the 31st of may. i won my division. i played a good score. actually, its the best i ever played since i started golf. so i'm really really glad that i'm able to produce such a result in times when i really really need it. i guess my game that day was full of luck, my putting was just GOD. almost everything just went down the cup. i only had 25putts. i just felt so good and relieved after the game. inter-school is the tournament that i'm most concern of. though the school dont sponser anything nor showed any support, i just want to play well for the school. i dont know why. maybe its about pride.

after inter-school tournament, i played this Seletar Gt Junior Tournament. its on the 7th and 8th of june. i played bad the first day, 85. inter-school, i played 74. see the difference? but it has also something to do with the tee box position. nvm. non-golfers wont understand. but i didn't really care cause my main concern was to win the inter-school and since i done, i kinda relax for the GT. i was 5th the first day, so i didn't get to play the championship flight. nevertheless, i was still determined to fight back the final round. i was 4strokes off the lead. so second day i shot 5over the first nine while the leader shot 10over. so i'm like 5strokes ahead of him? and overall, including day1's score, i'm 1stroke leading of him. at that point of time, i was second. until the 12th hole, i was still 5over and it rained. the club declared a washout. meaning that everyone have to abandon the play because of lightning activity. if thats really becaue of our safety, the juniors have nothing to say. but because the members in the afternoon flight wanted to play, so they call off the day and let the members go down and play. upon hearing that, many juniors left the club because of this lousy decision the club have made. i was mad too. i could get second, i mean i was confident at that time. nvm forget it. so i finished 5th in the end for the tournament, as they decided to use only day1's score.

my third tournament is on the 13th,14th and 15th of june. the Orchid Country Club Junior Invitational. this one is a really big tournament. foreign players from thailand, malaysia, Indonesia and Hong Kong are coming down i think. as the response was really overwhelming this time, 60local players have been rejected off the tournament. i'm really lucky to be choosen to play. tomorrow's the practise round, so i'm just going to have fun walking in the park.

i went to meet k.c at white sands today. we decided to meet with coach's friends to play basketball at pasir ris east. weehoe decided to go down to the CC to meet us. so it was supposed to be from 3pm to 6pm. we reached there sharp at 3pm. no one was there. so we played until 3.30pm and then i called coach, he told us to wait longer. they might be coming at 4pm. so we waited until 4.15pm and then i called coach again, coach went to call them and realized that they're not coming this week. so coach was mad as his friends flew his kite. hehe. translate that to chinese. yeah. so me, k.c and weehoe were quite disppointed but it was still okay as we had fun playing among ourseleves with this new friend we made.

after that we went to eat at block 443. then decided to head down to tampines sports hall for gym. we arrived there at 7pm. the gym was closing at 8pm. so we waste no time and quickly get down to business. one hour cant really do much work, so it was kinda like some introduction to the machines for k.c and chunyong. me and weehoe have been to gym several times, so we're more used to them. we had fun then also, i'm glad that k.c was really interested in gym after this session. hopefully we'll spend more sessions in time to come.

after gym, we walk down to block 800plus for dinner. we had zi cha! its hawker centre and then we have rice and then we order dishes that they lay on the table. then everyone shares them. 4person and we had a 28.30dollar meal. not too bad la. at least we're full.

then since we're near rocket's place, we went up to find. we suprised him by not letting him know. so he was happy i think, to have friends finding him. then soon after k.c's dad came, so we left the block and then k.c and chunyong left in the same car. weehoe had to sprint off to a different bus stop from me, he was late. then i took a bus home myself. i enjoyed today really alot. at least its a really meaningful day. we had fun and work hard together. hopefully we can do something like that once everyweek together with more people from the basketball team.

louisa's in malaysia now. its been only one day but i'm missing u real badly. please come back soon. we'll spend time i know. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. i love you, darling.