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Sunday, March 18, 2007

TaylorMade.

what about this week of holiday. real busy, real satisfying. at least i've done somethings that i appreciate and love.

played DBS Junior Championship at Raffles Country Club on tuesday and wednesday. shot 77 and then 79 on the second day. was 5th on first day then drop to 7th. such a waste... ARGH. i knew i could have played better, but at least i dont regret with the way i played. its not a bad score after all, i couldn't ask for more which the amount that i practice. haha, maybe thats talent. i want to go far.

thursday and friday was the basketball All-Stars at SBC. was also fulfilling. really, i dont hold high hopes to get into the combined school team. whats more important is i play well, have fun and make more friends. we got 3rd. during the round robin, lost to North and South and drew with West. then won 3rd and 4th placing with West. again, what can we ask? other zones have training, except us. so its quite a good result already.

went around HarbourFront and Orchard to look for golf clubs and stuff. spent quite a lot of money, but who i dont really care. hahha. i need to feel good. head down to simpang to try out the new lan-shop. freaking cheap man. $0.90 an hour? with good coms around. good deal man. but the promotion is going to be over by monday when school starts. had supper after that with ChunYong and Ivan at the Indian's before heading home for a goodnight sleep.

today, went for church, finally. with yingying we went to a new cellgroup. to be honest, i felt better to be in there. headed for tuition right after that and complete Integration. after tuition, i rushed down to the club and had golf training. and met with Daryl and his family for dinner at Bark Cafe. first time there, quite peaceful. maybe we'll head down there someday darling.
Erdinger is good.

now i'm home and going to bathe after this. then try to finish up some work and get some sleep. i'm going to play ball tomorrow!! cant wait, cause its with my team-mates. i want to cherish the remaining time left with them.

its making me guilty. i really dont know whether i should leave. for all that we've done together and then i'm just going like this. i really have to reasons or excuse to answer you people. i feel like a coward, a betrayer. i dont know what to choose really, someone help me with this.

i feel like playing golf now, i also feel like playing basketball. i also feel like being with you. i want to do everything. if only i can have split personalities and be in different situations at a time.

AND, i also need to work very very very hard to support a Tai-Tai.

not to forget, rest in peace YeYe. you'll never be forgotten.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

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