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Monday, May 26, 2008

Birthday Week.

sorry for this really really late post. Nevertheless, i'm sure you guys would still enjoy reading this.

the last 2 weeks of term 2 was really crazy, i mean it was purely all about supporting the sports team. i still remember we had 6 semis on friday. A'Div is kinda stupid to have most sports clashing around the same period, then our whole school cant go down and support.
VJ was really supportive, i mean they really try to do as much as they can to support us. the amount of buses we chartered was crazy, so crazy i've never seen so many buses coming at the same time.

20th May
Inter-school golf started in the morning. i didn't play that well, shooting 78 and was tied for 4th with a couple of ACJC boys. but i still held hopes for second day, i believed that i could do better.
after golf at Marina Bay, i rushed down to SBC for 3rd/4th placing game against TJC. it felt really good seeing my team-mates after a bad day in the golf course.
warm-up, sang Victoria's anthem and got pumped up for the game. its our last match out there, and our last chance to sweat and fight it out together. i'm glad everyone cherished this chance we might never ever have again.
we won, with glory, in front of our own supporters. how much better can you feel? though its just a third placing we've got, but its really a great acheivement for our team. the feeling of soaking into the VJ's atmosphere is crazily heartwarming.
Coach gave everyone a shot to get down on court, and we still won the game. winning is not important, but enjoying is. i hope coach realized that it doesn't just take 5,6,7 people to win a game, but it actually takes all 12 of us to make things happen.
that game was one of the best i ever played, i ever felt.
also, i really want to thank all the supporters who came down and cheer their hearts out for us. we can never be more grateful to all these people, because they kept believing in us. and this goes out especially to those who came down on 20th May on their own. though both teams lost to HCI in the semis, they still had faith in us and came down for our 3rd/4th placing game.
Thanks a lot people! you guys are AAAAWWWWWEEEEESSSSOOOOOOOMMMMMMMEEEE!!!!!!!

the guys went to the pool next to SBC for celebration but i ps them! hahaa, it wasn't on purpose. i was really exhausted and i had to have a good rest. it was scorching hot out there in the golf course! you can tell from my tann! hahaha..

21st May
i kinda dread going back to school, especially it was in the middle of a golf tournament. stupid idea to have a break in between a golf tournament..
i went to school for most importantly, BIO SPA, and also to support the soccer guys finals.
so fucking sad they lost to MJC, i feel we deserve to win more than MJ does. in terms of chances during the game, and the amount of hardwork our guys put in, there's no reason denying us of being the champions. all well, the match could have done either way, and we were just unlucky. the guys felt so sad, the whole school felt so shortchanged.
LETS FIGHT HARDER NEXT YEAR GUYS!

and i went to safra to practice on my short game, to prepare for thurs important game.

22nd May
went out to the course and shot 82. lost the championship and lost everything i thought i had. again, i feel so shortchanged. i mean i put in enough effort, and i was patient throughout the whole day to making birdies. but i feel like God's making a fool outta me. front nine was 3 over and back nine was 7. 4 straight bogeys starting from 9th-12th was disappointing and triple on the 14th dealt the final blow.
oh well, enough whinning. lets move on, i'll do better next year.

Goh Eng Chai fetched me to school to bathe and back to Toa Payoh for bball prize presentation. HCI got double champs, and congrats to them.. i still appreciate RJ girls for their hard fight!
So glad we took XXL pictures! hahaha, after so long!

here's the fun part. the guys arranged for a bus to ECP Jumbo to celebrate my bday. it was meant to be a surprise, but i kinda guessed it along the way. thanks to macus' stupid paper bag reason because he was living across the road. hahaa.
a million thanks to WeiLun and this mum for making this so much more possible. had a wonderful dinner with awesome company. only pity i dont have Wx, Henry and Ken there as well.
the team was so sweet, they got me a cake and sang bday song for me. haha, not forgetting the bday song they asked Jumbo to play. haha, amelia, sing me the song again! hahaha (inside joke)

after the great dinner, left for home and rest.

23rd May
surprisingly only Elaine managed to give me a bday msg on 12am sharp. hahaha. thanks a lot for the effort, same goes out to those who were just minutes late and even those who msg at the last hour of the day. hahaha.

team event in the morning, and shot 79. nothing fantastic, shooting 6over on the front nine. i thought we could fight for second, but CJ's partner had a great game. thought we could get third, but YJ beat us to it. ended up 4th with my partner shooting a disappointing 90. oh well, hard luck on us..

went home to bathe and rest. and met macus at TM for some shopping. we got the airport at 8pm to meet for dinner with the others, but they were late! Wx, Mac and i walked around the whole T3 and T2 while waiting for the girls, and when they finally came at 9pm, i got fooled! i was supposedly waiting for Julynn at the skytrain, but both Elaine and Grace appeared. i thought it was pure coincidence, but it was a prank! hahaha.

anyway, i wont blame them. they were late cause they were making my bday gift. omg, its so fucking nice, i mean its by far the best bday gift i ever received. the effort they put into it and they were so sweet they almost made me cry...

we had dinner at Fish and Co, and they got the crew to sing me the bday song. SO MALUU to stand on the chair! hahaha!!!
i had lotsa fun, and i'm really touched by everyone's effort in making this so memorable for me..

we saw jocelynn off to switzerland and got to YL's place for MJ. hahaha, thats what most are looking forward to i think.. hahaha. and i won some money! yes ah! hahahaha.

24th May
went for breakfast in the airport. actually our plan was to surprise PY. and we did! caught her off guard with a small bday cake and we made her cry! hahaha. the whole idea of celebrating birthdays' always heartwarming.

went home to nap after that, and sorry Grace i was so late! hahahaha. was really tired, and couldn't hear my alarm! it was fun busking in the sun asking for donations with keri and shazzzZZzzz. my objective: GET 5 STRANGERS TO DONATE.
anyway, we got some really weird people asking really weird questions. hahaha. went for dinner at MOS with Grace, WH and Macus. then... we went to watch Jia Zhu's finals between Home U and Tong Whye. mitchel and gang was fabulous and was great watching them play. they're really really good!
headed to grace's place after that to MJ again! hahahah. so fun la, but Julynn PS us. hahaha. had great time with WH, Grace, Sharon and Macus though..

25th May
went to simei for breakfast with macus. and we were planning for another MJ session. ahahha!!! called Julynn and it was set at Macus' place this time. went and met a new friend. this guy freaking hilarious. hahaha. anyway, won money again! yes ah!

went for dinner with mum at Joo Chiat, and the lobster porridge was really great..

i got some kinda adventure at night.. hahaha.

26th May
napfa test this morning! hahaha, it was killing eveyone. freaking coming to school on a school holiday sucks. hahah. anyway, we still had fun.

but we never get down to anything planning for our year-end trip! hahahaha.
oh well, we will in time. with all our 'fund-raising' activities..
Wx still thinking about U.S? hahahaha.

Wx, Henry, HW, Jx, Gary and I went to the expo food fair and it was fucking fun. ahhaha. we had hell of a good time there. ahhahaa. Jx and I went to the meatball shop for like 3 times and had like 30balls to our ownselves. hahaha.
Henry was fucking embarrased when one lady promoting products asked him if it was his third day coming. hahaha!

rushed off with HW to Changi General Hospital. Tracy had to go for some operation due to some intestinal infections. others like ZY, Tse See, CY, WH all came. we waited since 1pm all the way to 7pm just see her.
i thought i'll be okay when i see her, but the moment i saw her, i was so heartbroken. seeing her laying there unconciously with all the tubes going around her, really breaks my heart.
i really hope i could do something then, but i couldn't. all i could was to pray quietly that she would recover soon. and i could feel the pain when she complained to the doctor that she was in pain after the opt.

is it to late to have another birthday wish? i really wish Tracy could recover in no time! she doesn't deserve anything like this! and i'm so sad i cant go to the hospital to see her tomorrow and the day after and after and after and after until she gets discharged.. cause of clic camp.

PLEASE GET WELL SOON TRACY! God oh God, i'll do anything..

dinner at Jumbo again, and was fantabulous. crab was good as always!

CLIC camp starting in a few hours time and i haven't packed! will be away for days, see you guys on sat! take care everyone!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

dream came alive.

WE WON!!! we did it together!!

i knew we had something greater awaiting us, and i knew we had a place in top 4.

hardwork finally paid off, and nothing can buy this feeling. i finally felt what its like to win as a team, and to overcome something seemed impossible..

its so amazing how much we acheieved till now, and how much we transformed. its so heartwarming to see us blend into one with every match past.

till now, i hold enough sweet memories in my heart about this team.

BUT thats not enough, tomorrow's semis. HCI is good, but we're not bad. i know we're not giving up so easily, and we're going to make them fight for it.

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING, and all trainings will be put to great test tomorrow.

team, i dont fear. do you?

LETS FIGHT VVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEJJJJJJJJJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





i know you feel terrible, but i'll always be there for you.
this friendship, i'll never forsake.
i just want to see you happy, we'll rock it out together.

go girls! i'm sure you all can make it to the finals!

dont give up Elaine, you'll make things happen.
all you got to do is to keep on believing and keep having faith, you girls will get there!

and weehoe, we have an unfinished dream that seemed so impossible to ever fulfill.. looks like i have to wait for my next life to acheieve something even greater and better together.
BROTHERS FOREVER!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

known long before.

God bless me,

i believe if there's a will, there will be way.

everything have all been planned out long before, its just a matter of time.

there's nothing to hold back anymore.

guys, i/we can do it together!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

make our dream alive.

yes we lost. now it makes things so much more tougher. it makes our dream so much more distant. everything just doesn't seem to make sense for me.

i feel so shortchanged. i feel unfair that we lost it. all our trainings, our intervals, our camp, our court sprints, and everything we did with effort went down the drain.

we lost it in our own hands, and we will make up for it tomorrow.

but i know its not over yet. TEAM VJ, we need to fight harder to make it.

i'm sure we've got it right this time. i'm sure the top4 is awaiting us. i'm sure whatever we've done will pay off.

all we need to do, is to believe in each other.

i'm going to give all i have for the remaining.

i so fucking miss you!

Sunday, May 04, 2008

takes all of me.

i'm really sorry for everything.. and sometimes i just wish nothing ever happened, and i never did anything. then you'll never have any memories of me. or maybe they're nightmares.

it's so tough going on like these, i mean its almost impossible. like how on earth can i keep my mind blank. isin't it just unfair?

sometimes i just wished i always have someone there for me. i just need a little bit of security at times, to keep my belief for miracles to happen going.

for you, i know nothing's ever going to happen or change. it hurts me i swear.

it takes almost all of me, for the sake of you.

and instead, they're always taken for granted.

isn't love like this,

having the one you want to be happy, and everything would be worthwhile..

again, is it love? or is it still love..