Turn It Up.

It ain't easy for each day to pass. it ain't easy to endure these pains. to do something you never expect yourself to do. to take everything that comes your way.
If i knew then, that there would be this silence, then babe letting you go would be the last thing i would ever do.
But time will never rewind, and this ghost of you will always stay with me. its hard to not see you, hear you and feel you. so my only consolotion is that we see the same stars at night.
Night by night, the tries become a routine, and slowly i see you in the stars. and i smile looking, oblivious to anything else.
The fact that things will never be the same eats into me, but i am stubborn. and i lie to myself, this is propaganda.
I hate it when it gets too overwhelming, because it hurts to know that i still need you badly.
But all is okay, because your ghost keeps me alive, it makes me forget about pain, and lets keep it this way.

Babe, i miss you the most.