Battle.

This week's a long week. Supposedly centrifuge today, currency flying tomorrow, brief and exam on Thursday. Was set up in the centrifuge and pulled out because of the exaggerated BP. Spent the whole afternoon trying to get to the right people to get things sorted out but left extremely disappointed with the way things went. Was pumped with the right attitude and energy level to get through this week but now i'm not only off my track, morale seem to hit a new low. And still, i have to keep my head straight for the rest of the week. What a Monday. It really sets me thinking whether its worth the fight. If i am giving my best, why ain't you?

People and things come and go. People fight for their own lives, they hardly cared about others. Its only their life that matters and they do anything to get what they want. They hardly spare a thought for others. When i genuinely take someone as a friend, i never hide and fake sincerity. But it becomes extremely sad when people take it for granted or fake their reciprocal. Because i have eyes and i can see, clearly than others for i am more sensitive than anyone can be. Don't say things that mean forever, or things that would last. It stays with me for i take your word. And when things are not happening, its not a good feeling within and i don't trust what you say anymore.

Recently have been feeling a lot of that. But people are like this, they change. Just like me and the wind.

Guess, i wouldn't have any mood to do anything happy. Do i really want this?