Wessex.

The last year of the month seems to be rounding up well! Pretty much did what i wanted to, and achieved what i wanted to. Now with one last theory coming up, i should just finish it strong and start 2011 on a good note and carry on. Keep pushing, keep going with the momentum.

With Christmas ending well, i really want to thank every single one who came over to Sirat. It was such a blast, it really was. I couldn't hope for a better party and let me tell you that its almost impossible to create a replica. Going crazy with people that meant the most to you, and waking up cursing and swearing at each other for a night like that. Its a night of memories i will never forget in this lifetime. Heineken, Amstel Pulse, 2 Bombay Sapphire, Absolut Tropicana, Tequila Senze Gold, Barcardi Gold together with God knows how many Reds and Whites. Gosh, what a party.

I'm thinking of squeezing a trip to BKK and maybe a dive trip in Jan before ocs. Really hope i could make it before freedom vanish before me. Was really sad and depressed when i thought of going into ocs on monday, felt like imma lose my life. But with that delay, i don't even know if its a positive or negative. Argh, now i got to spend time wisely doing the things i really wana do first.

Took this week off to clear leave and i'm still left with 3days? Surprising, real surprising. And i'm due for FFI soon, i think i can't clear the medical with the amount of booze in my bloodstream.

It kills me to know that we might never meet again. And i'm tired.. Tired of trying to not think about you. I would give all of my remaining time to you. Only to be disappointed at the end of the day. Period.

Ocha.

I can't believe December is coming to an end soon, and i really dread this year coming to an end. Maybe its a good thing for it to end, we shouldn't dwell too much with the past shouldn't we? Been getting too used with the slow paced life i've been engaged to, though once in awhile mugging hard for my licenses here and there. I'm too used to going for what i want, having the freedom to be able to chose even the small minor details in life. Soon hell yeah real soon, i would lose this freedom. Because of a higher purpose.

What? Did i really say that? HAHA.

Last weekend was awesome. So dam glad i went to take up diving, though at some point of time i really thought i was risking my life. But then again, we're facing countless risks everyday, its just a matter of managing them. And i really want to get over my phobia of water. Guess the only way to overcome your phobia is to engage it. Went to Pulau Hantu and was lucky that the vis for both days was pretty good, managed to discover another world and am starting to develop the love for marine life. Checking crabs out was really fun cause you had to hunt for them and i love angel fishes! Too bad couldn't find any nemos. But yeah, glad that i got my open waters license and more dive trips would follow i swear!

Mac and i included the trip to Great Barrier Reef to see the great white for our bucket list. Oh yeah, i think Mac and i took like 2 hours today to wash, vacuum, polish and shine the rims and tyre our 7series and Integra. Shag but no regrets, now our babies shine like a star on the road. All for the Christmas mood!

Hardly been to work these weeks, and am feeling a bit guilty. But i don't really care, i rather live life with more purpose!

I passed my boat theory on monday! Hooray! At least all my studying didn't go down the drain! And yeah time to book for practical test yeah yeah yeah feeling excited!

2 more tests to go to round up a good month. Golfing tomorrow morning, better turn in early.

I'm really glad to have some friends in life. At times i would think back and memories of them would just flood in. I can't imagine life without them, its really impossible i think i wouldn't have been able to go on. And to Almighty whoever you may be, i want to thank you for blessing me with such great and unbelievable friends and bros. Arigato gozaimasu!

StanChart.

Oh, i spent the whole morning running my first marathon! I woke up at 3am and did whatever i need to prepare myself for the race. I did it in just over 6hours, though i wanted to go under the 6hour mark. But whatever, all that matters is i've finished the race.

Come to think of it, Tangs-Dhoby-Chinatown-Tanjong Pagar-Raffles-Mountbatten-Fort-ECP-Marina-ECP/AYE-Pit-Esplanade-Bridge-Padang.

Fucking its like touring S'pore on foot.

And i didn't hit any of my goals set for the race, but you'll still be proud of me right? Because i still am for myself! Crossing the finishing line was quite an emotional one, i was in so much pain.

If i had to do it again, would i? Guess, i'll need a mate to join me next time.