Yet another..

today's weird, i just dont feel like studying.. actually i planned and thought today would be good, but i was wrong. in a way, i was lucky today. because i met TYH. nothing special really happened, other than escorting me out of school when i was barely inside for 30mins. there goes my cab fare and wonderful morning..

it was surprising that i talked to myself and took things positively. so glad that in a way, i tried to see things on the brighter side. then i humbled myself and thought, why dont i just accept the fact that its my fault, my bad and make things right. then, i asked myself, would i make things better if i do away with my super huge ego. i might, no?

had my haircut at usual and decided to take a stroll, but its weird cause i was in pe shirt, slippers and holding a uber huge file. went to my favourite muji and got more stuffs there.

all of a sudden, i miss doing things that i love. i kept asking myself why am i caught up with studying.. like why now? or why do i even need to study so hard. sorry for being very childish, i just had to say all these. i kept thinking, life's short, why not i just take a bolder step that none dares and chase all my dreams. then again, reality hits me, how far can i really go?

i really cant wait for the promos to end, not simply because i can have fun. but because i want to have a life of my own. studying everyday is really not my 'kind' of life. i just want to have that feeling that i own my life and i can do what i want to.

today's really not a day to study for me, perharps its the artwork of TYH. so i decided to just have some little time for myself and sleep till i feel good tomorrow morning!

i really have a dream, to explore the world on my own.
if i could bring someone, will you come along with me?