Call me a champion! why? because i was 15 minutes late for my fucking GP paper. no seriously, what the fuck was i thinking. it is such a bad note to start with a fuck in every sentence, but i don't really care, i think it is quite cool. anyway i woke up at 4am and i think i just turn the alarm off without unconsciously and i'm screwed just like that. lucky i chose not wind down the curtains, or the sun won't wake me up. guess its all planned! i'm planned to take the paper, but late.
And i don't have a good feeling about GP. i mean since when i had a fucking feeling i'm going to ace GP or English... actually, i've never had such a feeling about any paper i took. so i'm pointless here. argh, since its over, i can only hope and pray right?
Pool day today! waa lao, i really dam slack. i bet everyone fucking panic after today's paper then chiong study. only a fucktart like me can chose to play pool, the whole day! but right, promised no more pool till prelims over. feels like a longgggg time later, sad life.
I'm just like that. if you're unhappy, i cannot baby you. you're not my love, you're not my darling, sorry i really cannot do it. i would just shut the fuck up. good or bad, you decide.
I have so much in mind, so much that i want to do. it feels like my small mind cannot contain everything. i know i must persevere, persevere for my greater good.
Anyway, whatever that happened was a mess. a mess that can never be cleared up! guess, its because i never ever want to touch it again.
Dental tomorrow, i scared leh. i got 2 ulcers, later he poke me how. i hate being poke. and, i really got poked again for that medical checkup. pray to Him no use leh, you know which Him right? i'm not racist, i'm really not.
If i pass this test, no only it will be another major event without you, but i will be one step further away from you and a step nearer to my dream.
I stalk-like predator.
