account for variable change.

mid years finally over!!! now i can take a break, and i dont have to think about studying allll the time. argh, the past week or so has really been mad. really trying so hard to get as many facts and concepts into my head, and now its dealing with the withdrawal syndromes.

caught get smart and 21 recently. fuck, 21's really good man. i think those that are interested in gambling should just watch it. maybe zohan tomorrow and hancock on friday.. so exciting, actually i dont know whats up with the movie craze. hahaha.

got my bio mcq back today and i got 19/30. lousy right... my PW leader (mugger president) got 25 ZOMG. okay i dont care.. hahaha. oh well, i hope i pass bio at least. (since i studied for it), and i'm expecting the others to be a big U. sucks man. can see tuition and remedials coming my way..

i'm so excited cause i have my fucking chinese A levels oral tomorrow. anyone can help me speak fluent chinese overnight? cause i haven't done anything to prepare myself.

huiwen's a stupid idiot he forgot to bring his pe shirt and shorts out of school. then we couldn't do gym and end up slacking at some place which really made me think about you.. i dont know why. huiwen i still dont understand how you get 6 points..

many many many many many more golf tournaments coming up. which means i dont really have a off-season for golf. which means i cannot gym as much as i want. which means i cannot be as big and strong as macus. which means i will become fatter and fatter and flabbier.. and it also means i will skip more and more school. which means i cannot catch up with more and more tutorials. which means i cannot catch up with my class again. which means i will not enough time to study for my promos. which means i might just fail and die. which means tan one ball might come after my life. which means i might recairnate, retain and die again. actually you're considered a PRO if you can finish reading this paragraph and understand what i'm saying. hehe.

i cant wait for HK trip but i'm really afraid of skipping school. oh welllssssssssss, i think i should just enjoy life.

i'm in a big blur without you. are you doing fine? no words to describe how much i miss you baby..

oh, drop me out of it please..

CLIC taught me a lot of stuffs, stuffs i taught it was ever so hard to learn or comprehend. and i feel honoured and lucky to be in DIVA! although its like striking a lottery to have *gasps* (you know who) in my group, but maybe its a blessing in disguise. its really all about working with people you dont like. ops, did i say i dont like?! hahaha!

CLIC is so great, because it gave me chances and opportunities to find out more about myself and others. besides, i feel a lot about empowering others. really, i think being a leader is about empowering others. i loved the camp, because i made more friends! buddies like Hans, Peanut, Liang, WP, Sara (sailing) and a lot others. eg, Hans, i thought he was an irritating kid before camp, but i really learnt a lot from this room-mate. he's got substance dude!

Other than learning about leadership, the camp was nothing but having fun. from the ice breaking games, to the settling into room with your new friends, to the cheer and lunch, to the reflections, to the station and strategy games, to the DIVA ballon making, to the bathing together, to the night talks, to the Bash Night, to the emo last day and to group hugg.. this whole experience.. is just something i think i'll never forget.

Having friendships transformed into something so strong throughout the 4short days of CLIC is truly heart-warming for me. and simply telling people that they made a difference in your life can make a difference to them. so why not, start today! :)

Besides CLIC, this holiday is like my gofling period. while others wake up and start studying and revising i wake up 0530 almost every morning and hit the greens week in week out. Singapore Junior Open was quite disappointing, knowing its my last year i can play. finishing 12th is quite sad. oh wells, shalln't brood over it! HSBC at Seletar was quite good. shot 80,72. got 3rd overall and i'm quite happy about it. although first day was really bad, i learnt that its about perservering, and no one really knows what would happen until the end! so.. FIGHT ON!

and... to Sara (golf), hope you're not discouraged and learn from this experience alright! i'm sure you'll make it one day!

Oh, there's Standard Chartered next week at Seletar again. and it means, i cant study in peace again! how do i study in between my game? oh God, please tell or help me. how do i keep my mind away from the game and focus on the notes and books. oh well, since i asked for all these, i shall not continue whinning.

I JUST GOTTA BELIEVE THAT I CAN AND WILL MAKE IT THROUGH!

Come on Guys, its the June holidays now. shouldn't it all about having fun?! hahaha. for those that have kept themselves at home and the study room day in day out and doesn't know that the Sun rises from the west now, please give yourselves a break and come out for a breather! life's not about shaping yourselves into muggs, but about enjoying them to the fullest. so... when you look back one day, dont regret that you've not made full use of your time to enjoy the other side of life!

Okay, obviously i haven't started studying. cause i'm having so much fun! hahahah. oh well, i may regret when i look at my grades after the Mid Years.. mmm.... deep in my heart, i'm really afraid of getting bad grades.. but! i promised to study hard for the next exam. tee hee, for now, look forward to my durian outing and for Makuku and BaZhang to come back and MJ with me!

WOOOHOOOOO, LIFE IS SHORT, ENJOY LIFE! :)

P.S: sometimes, you gotta learn how to lose first. before you start winning.

please dont tell yourself you're outta my life, i miss you terribly..

peak?

another day for clic..

oh wells, Singapore Junior Open on wed, and last round tomorrow. put two pretty good rounds together and i'm just hoping to play my best tomorrow.

feeling quite tired already, but i will press on!

oh come on, you know i really really do miss you!