oh, drop me out of it please..

CLIC taught me a lot of stuffs, stuffs i taught it was ever so hard to learn or comprehend. and i feel honoured and lucky to be in DIVA! although its like striking a lottery to have *gasps* (you know who) in my group, but maybe its a blessing in disguise. its really all about working with people you dont like. ops, did i say i dont like?! hahaha!

CLIC is so great, because it gave me chances and opportunities to find out more about myself and others. besides, i feel a lot about empowering others. really, i think being a leader is about empowering others. i loved the camp, because i made more friends! buddies like Hans, Peanut, Liang, WP, Sara (sailing) and a lot others. eg, Hans, i thought he was an irritating kid before camp, but i really learnt a lot from this room-mate. he's got substance dude!

Other than learning about leadership, the camp was nothing but having fun. from the ice breaking games, to the settling into room with your new friends, to the cheer and lunch, to the reflections, to the station and strategy games, to the DIVA ballon making, to the bathing together, to the night talks, to the Bash Night, to the emo last day and to group hugg.. this whole experience.. is just something i think i'll never forget.

Having friendships transformed into something so strong throughout the 4short days of CLIC is truly heart-warming for me. and simply telling people that they made a difference in your life can make a difference to them. so why not, start today! :)

Besides CLIC, this holiday is like my gofling period. while others wake up and start studying and revising i wake up 0530 almost every morning and hit the greens week in week out. Singapore Junior Open was quite disappointing, knowing its my last year i can play. finishing 12th is quite sad. oh wells, shalln't brood over it! HSBC at Seletar was quite good. shot 80,72. got 3rd overall and i'm quite happy about it. although first day was really bad, i learnt that its about perservering, and no one really knows what would happen until the end! so.. FIGHT ON!

and... to Sara (golf), hope you're not discouraged and learn from this experience alright! i'm sure you'll make it one day!

Oh, there's Standard Chartered next week at Seletar again. and it means, i cant study in peace again! how do i study in between my game? oh God, please tell or help me. how do i keep my mind away from the game and focus on the notes and books. oh well, since i asked for all these, i shall not continue whinning.

I JUST GOTTA BELIEVE THAT I CAN AND WILL MAKE IT THROUGH!

Come on Guys, its the June holidays now. shouldn't it all about having fun?! hahaha. for those that have kept themselves at home and the study room day in day out and doesn't know that the Sun rises from the west now, please give yourselves a break and come out for a breather! life's not about shaping yourselves into muggs, but about enjoying them to the fullest. so... when you look back one day, dont regret that you've not made full use of your time to enjoy the other side of life!

Okay, obviously i haven't started studying. cause i'm having so much fun! hahahah. oh well, i may regret when i look at my grades after the Mid Years.. mmm.... deep in my heart, i'm really afraid of getting bad grades.. but! i promised to study hard for the next exam. tee hee, for now, look forward to my durian outing and for Makuku and BaZhang to come back and MJ with me!

WOOOHOOOOO, LIFE IS SHORT, ENJOY LIFE! :)

P.S: sometimes, you gotta learn how to lose first. before you start winning.

please dont tell yourself you're outta my life, i miss you terribly..