make our dream alive.

yes we lost. now it makes things so much more tougher. it makes our dream so much more distant. everything just doesn't seem to make sense for me.

i feel so shortchanged. i feel unfair that we lost it. all our trainings, our intervals, our camp, our court sprints, and everything we did with effort went down the drain.

we lost it in our own hands, and we will make up for it tomorrow.

but i know its not over yet. TEAM VJ, we need to fight harder to make it.

i'm sure we've got it right this time. i'm sure the top4 is awaiting us. i'm sure whatever we've done will pay off.

all we need to do, is to believe in each other.

i'm going to give all i have for the remaining.

i so fucking miss you!