the middleman.
got home after watching ROB-B-HOOD. its another Jackie Chan's production. and its FREAKING nice. hahaha. watched it with k.c, leon, cy, andy and hozy. the show's really really great cause its almost what everybody wants. there's plenty of actions, it makes u laugh like mad, you can also make u cry and there's twist to the story. hah, if u can catch it, go. dont hesistate. i was laughing my head off in the middle of the show and awhile later, i really felt like crying. when the baby almost died and how 'Daddy' and 'Mommy' saved him was really touching.
i was in school in the morning for biology class and then had to continue to bridge. biology was about genetics, sounds interesting? yeah it is, but the learning process is abit boring. ZzzZz. Amaths bridging was so so, you cant really learn much. i think its the teacher, maybe its just me. but she's really fast and i think she's just teaching for the sake of completing her work. well, i know the rest is still up to me to get what i want to achieve.
STREET SOCCER after the lesson!!! hahaha. i'm really into playing soccer recently with the table tennis boys. its really fun!!! hahahaha. i'm serious, and it somehow feels good to bond closer with other friends. and hey, teamwork not only with basketball players but also with table tennis players. hah, i dont mind playing if they'ld ask me again.
i had to ref a friendly match for the girls after that. our school won ZhongHua and i think they played well. MAGDALENE the STAR! haha. i dont know if i ref well or not. lol. i think so? maybe not. C boys also had a friendly with HongKah after that. i didn't stay to watch cause we rushed off for the movie. anyway, they're cheaters, they brought sec3's to play against our juniors. like is it very satisfying just to win ANGLICAN? haha. anyway, i think our boys lost.
i have a tatooo!!!! its red dragon's wing on my back. haha. just joking. you know whats kwa saa?? (in chinese). thats my own hanyupinyin translation which i think its wrong. lol. anyway, they used something very hard to rub against my back. its supposed to help relieve the stress and pain, and i think it helped. but the whole process is torturous. i was screaming at some point like a fag. hahaha. now its really red and it swelled, but its not so bad already.
i skipped training on tuesday because i wanted to rest my knees. i thought of just resting for the rest of the week. but looking at the attendance on tuesday and my eagerness to play, i think i'll be there for tomorrow's training. but i'm really afraid that something might just happen to my knee and i might just break my back or something. in my heart, i'm really afraid. and i know something like that would just happen anytime, in the near future. but what can i do.. can i stop training or something. i think its almost impossible. if i stop training, then what's going to happen to the basketball team, what about my golf, what about building a toned body, what about fulfiling all the promises i've made. i think i'm just dedicated to sports. indirectly, i'm putting my life down for sports already. looking at things, my body condition is worst than a 46 years old client of my masseur. and think about what's going to happen to me when i turn 20. would i be all bruised up inside, and while others have their fitness at their peak in the army, i scream and whine about back aches in the dormitory. i really dont want that to happen. :(
golf have been quiet after i won that club championship thing with my partner. i'm like taking a break from things. and i'll be back sooon i promise.
church is getting weird for me recently. i dont know why.. it used to be about marraiges and all, and i know it cant be about all these forever. what i mean is like, i feel dumb when it comes with the bible. like sometimes, i cant understand what he's saying. hah, you guys must be saying that of course!! you're not a christian yet! and you dont go for bible classes, thats why u dont understand. i dont think thats the main reason about it, or maybe it is. i dont know. time will tell. and its true when people say you take things for granted in time to come. i used to cherish and enjoy every moment when i'm inside, but things seem to take a turn now. its not like i start saying that i dont like this or i dont like that. but just that i dont appreciate some things as much as while ago. certain things i go WOW! now i go oh...... something like that. and i hope i wont continue to be like this and become worst. :(
you know i really feel like giving up. you make a world and put me on top of it feeling so great, and then you detroy everything in front of me and i fall feeling the pain. its really tough to get certain meaning across someone's mind, and in the process, its really hurting and painful. i might just give up upon everything like that.
recently, i've been listening to a songs from this China singer, Sun Nan. at first, as usual, i didn't had a good impression of this guy. why? basically, because he's from China. well, this guy is a friend of my mum and he gave my mum 20 albums with his signature. my mum passed one to me and asked me to listen and guess what, he's songs are really nice!! lol, i'm serious. he's voice is better than Jay but in terms of popularity, i think Jay is like 10times ahead of him. well, even though Sun Nan is better than Jay, i still like both of them as much now. and i just realised that Sun Nan is really popular in China, not in the S'pore region. haha. but really, if u have a chance to get his album or something, you wont regret. he's song are emotional..... now you know why i like he's songs. hahaha.
this holiday is so weird......... really, but its good in a way. i miss you like crazy, at anytime, anything that i do. 3years sound short but if you look at the path ahead, its really long. almost impossible to see the end of it, but why must we be so worried about finishing the race. why not hold hands and enjoy everything that we see around. why complain about the little time we can spend and how long 3years would be. instead why dont we just enjoy everything now and appreciate each other as much as we can. 'honey', 'darling' were so precious at first, and now, not that its not precious. but it doesn't make such a strong impact anymore. i just hope we can make the impossible possible oneday. and really, i have a lot of faith in making it happen. if not would i dare tell everybody about my plans and fail in time to come. but looking at the good side of things, how loving we have been, lets make the angels in heaven jealous of us.
i love you.
i was in school in the morning for biology class and then had to continue to bridge. biology was about genetics, sounds interesting? yeah it is, but the learning process is abit boring. ZzzZz. Amaths bridging was so so, you cant really learn much. i think its the teacher, maybe its just me. but she's really fast and i think she's just teaching for the sake of completing her work. well, i know the rest is still up to me to get what i want to achieve.
STREET SOCCER after the lesson!!! hahaha. i'm really into playing soccer recently with the table tennis boys. its really fun!!! hahahaha. i'm serious, and it somehow feels good to bond closer with other friends. and hey, teamwork not only with basketball players but also with table tennis players. hah, i dont mind playing if they'ld ask me again.
i had to ref a friendly match for the girls after that. our school won ZhongHua and i think they played well. MAGDALENE the STAR! haha. i dont know if i ref well or not. lol. i think so? maybe not. C boys also had a friendly with HongKah after that. i didn't stay to watch cause we rushed off for the movie. anyway, they're cheaters, they brought sec3's to play against our juniors. like is it very satisfying just to win ANGLICAN? haha. anyway, i think our boys lost.
i have a tatooo!!!! its red dragon's wing on my back. haha. just joking. you know whats kwa saa?? (in chinese). thats my own hanyupinyin translation which i think its wrong. lol. anyway, they used something very hard to rub against my back. its supposed to help relieve the stress and pain, and i think it helped. but the whole process is torturous. i was screaming at some point like a fag. hahaha. now its really red and it swelled, but its not so bad already.
i skipped training on tuesday because i wanted to rest my knees. i thought of just resting for the rest of the week. but looking at the attendance on tuesday and my eagerness to play, i think i'll be there for tomorrow's training. but i'm really afraid that something might just happen to my knee and i might just break my back or something. in my heart, i'm really afraid. and i know something like that would just happen anytime, in the near future. but what can i do.. can i stop training or something. i think its almost impossible. if i stop training, then what's going to happen to the basketball team, what about my golf, what about building a toned body, what about fulfiling all the promises i've made. i think i'm just dedicated to sports. indirectly, i'm putting my life down for sports already. looking at things, my body condition is worst than a 46 years old client of my masseur. and think about what's going to happen to me when i turn 20. would i be all bruised up inside, and while others have their fitness at their peak in the army, i scream and whine about back aches in the dormitory. i really dont want that to happen. :(
golf have been quiet after i won that club championship thing with my partner. i'm like taking a break from things. and i'll be back sooon i promise.
church is getting weird for me recently. i dont know why.. it used to be about marraiges and all, and i know it cant be about all these forever. what i mean is like, i feel dumb when it comes with the bible. like sometimes, i cant understand what he's saying. hah, you guys must be saying that of course!! you're not a christian yet! and you dont go for bible classes, thats why u dont understand. i dont think thats the main reason about it, or maybe it is. i dont know. time will tell. and its true when people say you take things for granted in time to come. i used to cherish and enjoy every moment when i'm inside, but things seem to take a turn now. its not like i start saying that i dont like this or i dont like that. but just that i dont appreciate some things as much as while ago. certain things i go WOW! now i go oh...... something like that. and i hope i wont continue to be like this and become worst. :(
you know i really feel like giving up. you make a world and put me on top of it feeling so great, and then you detroy everything in front of me and i fall feeling the pain. its really tough to get certain meaning across someone's mind, and in the process, its really hurting and painful. i might just give up upon everything like that.
recently, i've been listening to a songs from this China singer, Sun Nan. at first, as usual, i didn't had a good impression of this guy. why? basically, because he's from China. well, this guy is a friend of my mum and he gave my mum 20 albums with his signature. my mum passed one to me and asked me to listen and guess what, he's songs are really nice!! lol, i'm serious. he's voice is better than Jay but in terms of popularity, i think Jay is like 10times ahead of him. well, even though Sun Nan is better than Jay, i still like both of them as much now. and i just realised that Sun Nan is really popular in China, not in the S'pore region. haha. but really, if u have a chance to get his album or something, you wont regret. he's song are emotional..... now you know why i like he's songs. hahaha.
this holiday is so weird......... really, but its good in a way. i miss you like crazy, at anytime, anything that i do. 3years sound short but if you look at the path ahead, its really long. almost impossible to see the end of it, but why must we be so worried about finishing the race. why not hold hands and enjoy everything that we see around. why complain about the little time we can spend and how long 3years would be. instead why dont we just enjoy everything now and appreciate each other as much as we can. 'honey', 'darling' were so precious at first, and now, not that its not precious. but it doesn't make such a strong impact anymore. i just hope we can make the impossible possible oneday. and really, i have a lot of faith in making it happen. if not would i dare tell everybody about my plans and fail in time to come. but looking at the good side of things, how loving we have been, lets make the angels in heaven jealous of us.
i love you.
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