clear but confuse.
ha. now its 1.52am but i'm still not asleep yet. not sure why i'm still so clear headed at this hour, even though i woke up at 9.30 in the morning. many things to talk about since the last time i post, but i'm not going to talk about every single thing that happened. maybe just about some things that i realised and learnt.
3 more weeks to end-of-years exam, i'm sure everyone is feeling the intensity and all mugging for life. i cannot deny that i'm counting down 17days, and hey, its just 17more days and u get a big rest. so work hard everyone, thats what i try to tell myself whenever the word GIVE UP comes into my mind. so i'm trying to be more attentive in class or whenever it comes to work. studying smart is really really important.
we just had our last basketball training on thursday before we get started for exams. hah, i was really looking for that training, for no reason, i just wanted to push myself to the limit that day. true enough, i ended falling on the ground screaming in pain. i got a bad cramp on my left calf, but man i love to feel cramps and muscle aches. its just a positive feeling. i'm sure coach is glad or rather please to see myself pushing everything. setting a good example is important, influencing the right way is admirable.
though thursday training was tiring enough, our batch ask for more and we played ball on friday as well. we played some stupid and rather funny 5v5 with the girls at first before getting into real real serious business after that. 4v4, huiwen, k.c, rocket and i on the same side. we called that the 'dream team'. haha. dam dumb la, we were bored in class and we made that up, cause 4 of us sat just alongside. again, i knew all that would happen, and i wish to see all of it to stop. its not helping us, but instead making things more complicated or worst. i dont understand why we cant sit down as a team and talk, instead getting angry with each other within minimum treshold. anyway, trainings are suspended for the time-being, i hope everyone think about the team.
no one's wrong, because everyone held each other by the term BEST FRIEND. so do not be mad at anything, cause we dont have to blame anyone.
i really want to talk you, and i hope i have the chance, or rather give me the chance. i really dont understand, why have such a short fuse on someone u consider as a true friend? u dont know how much u can actually hurt me like that.
went to church just now, its actually my 3rd time, and a good sight of it, its consistent. i went for saturday's service this week instead because the message would be more beneficial to me and leon. its about fighting fair, actually its for married couples, but nevertheless, u know its appliable for cases like leon and i. tomorrow's about having a relationship that's affair-proof, dont you all agree that leon suits that better? haha. anyway, i'm sure he'll learn something from either service. yingying and all goes for sunday's service but today only me and leon went. and we met this new friend we made the first time we came. so today was just 3 of us.
and yes, i learnt a lot from this message again.
when we are with someone who really dislikes what we like, the overall enjoyment is lowered. happiness is a combination of personal happiness and the other person's happiness as well.
oh ya, i dont know but this weekly church meet-ups surely did improve our friendship, leon. standing side by side, realising, learning, admitting our faults, knowing the strengths and weakness of each other, and giving each other a good hug to dismiss the service is one good way of building a strong friendship. thanks buddy.
went off to eat at my favourite bedok interchange again, before setting off to bedok's mac for study. all in all, it has been a good day for me, not just i learn about how to be a better person, but also learn more about my biology. right yingying? haha.
the same thing, the scene just kept flashing in my mind. about how and when i'm going to do it, i cant promise you anything. but be certain that i'll be responsible. though i wished that you didn't tell me all that truth at that point of time, but its still pretty heart-warming to think about it now. sorry that it have been so tough on you all this time, i'm feeling really lousy about handling this. for all the time that we weeped silently in the night, i curse and swear at myself for not knowing anything. for all the time you tried to make things better but i thought otherwise, i ask for forgiveness.
i'm going to have a gooooddd sleeep later and then golf in the evening tomorrow. cant wait for golf, going to have 9-holes with johnathan and raymond. omg, i still cant believe Michael Loy is Cally's dad. lol.
see you someday and i hope things would take a big turn.
3 more weeks to end-of-years exam, i'm sure everyone is feeling the intensity and all mugging for life. i cannot deny that i'm counting down 17days, and hey, its just 17more days and u get a big rest. so work hard everyone, thats what i try to tell myself whenever the word GIVE UP comes into my mind. so i'm trying to be more attentive in class or whenever it comes to work. studying smart is really really important.
we just had our last basketball training on thursday before we get started for exams. hah, i was really looking for that training, for no reason, i just wanted to push myself to the limit that day. true enough, i ended falling on the ground screaming in pain. i got a bad cramp on my left calf, but man i love to feel cramps and muscle aches. its just a positive feeling. i'm sure coach is glad or rather please to see myself pushing everything. setting a good example is important, influencing the right way is admirable.
though thursday training was tiring enough, our batch ask for more and we played ball on friday as well. we played some stupid and rather funny 5v5 with the girls at first before getting into real real serious business after that. 4v4, huiwen, k.c, rocket and i on the same side. we called that the 'dream team'. haha. dam dumb la, we were bored in class and we made that up, cause 4 of us sat just alongside. again, i knew all that would happen, and i wish to see all of it to stop. its not helping us, but instead making things more complicated or worst. i dont understand why we cant sit down as a team and talk, instead getting angry with each other within minimum treshold. anyway, trainings are suspended for the time-being, i hope everyone think about the team.
no one's wrong, because everyone held each other by the term BEST FRIEND. so do not be mad at anything, cause we dont have to blame anyone.
i really want to talk you, and i hope i have the chance, or rather give me the chance. i really dont understand, why have such a short fuse on someone u consider as a true friend? u dont know how much u can actually hurt me like that.
went to church just now, its actually my 3rd time, and a good sight of it, its consistent. i went for saturday's service this week instead because the message would be more beneficial to me and leon. its about fighting fair, actually its for married couples, but nevertheless, u know its appliable for cases like leon and i. tomorrow's about having a relationship that's affair-proof, dont you all agree that leon suits that better? haha. anyway, i'm sure he'll learn something from either service. yingying and all goes for sunday's service but today only me and leon went. and we met this new friend we made the first time we came. so today was just 3 of us.
and yes, i learnt a lot from this message again.
when we are with someone who really dislikes what we like, the overall enjoyment is lowered. happiness is a combination of personal happiness and the other person's happiness as well.
oh ya, i dont know but this weekly church meet-ups surely did improve our friendship, leon. standing side by side, realising, learning, admitting our faults, knowing the strengths and weakness of each other, and giving each other a good hug to dismiss the service is one good way of building a strong friendship. thanks buddy.
went off to eat at my favourite bedok interchange again, before setting off to bedok's mac for study. all in all, it has been a good day for me, not just i learn about how to be a better person, but also learn more about my biology. right yingying? haha.
the same thing, the scene just kept flashing in my mind. about how and when i'm going to do it, i cant promise you anything. but be certain that i'll be responsible. though i wished that you didn't tell me all that truth at that point of time, but its still pretty heart-warming to think about it now. sorry that it have been so tough on you all this time, i'm feeling really lousy about handling this. for all the time that we weeped silently in the night, i curse and swear at myself for not knowing anything. for all the time you tried to make things better but i thought otherwise, i ask for forgiveness.
i'm going to have a gooooddd sleeep later and then golf in the evening tomorrow. cant wait for golf, going to have 9-holes with johnathan and raymond. omg, i still cant believe Michael Loy is Cally's dad. lol.
see you someday and i hope things would take a big turn.
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