i'm sure i can say it this time.

all i can say that it affects me. and how much it affects me, you wont know. because it wont be right infront of you. i hope the message got through to you, and lets hope you think right. i know there're people around and so i wont be. until the day, where its all dark then i'll come out to you. i guess its a consolation for you. anyway, it makes my heart sour.