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Sunday, August 27, 2006

rearrangement.

long time since i last blogged. didn't have the mood to blog about anything recently.

well, school has been rather boring recently. thats what i thought. i dont know if anyone thought about why are we doing almost the same thing everyday. school, studying, and seeing almost the same people in and out the week.

anyway, my math this term has been rather disappointing. like huiwen said, one more week to the holidays and then the start of term4. i'm going to work hard for term4. its a short term, and also i think i better do well, and then concentrate on other things right after the exams.

i talked to my parents. i feel better, i know whats going on better. no one actually understands you more than your parents, so please please trust them. now, i know what to do, i've got a clearer picture about things. and the best of it all, i know the cause of certain matters.

if we cant be lovers, then we shall be friends. if we cant be close friends, then we shall be friends. if we cant be friends, then lets be classmates, schoolmates or just someone we know. we can still look for help, if we need any in future. i dont want to blow 10candles when i'm only 5years old.
i just thought that you're boring, seriously boring.

i dont know whats up with you. i dont know what you're unhappy about. if you want to understand more, then come to me. didn't i tell you over the phone, instead of being unhappy and stay home and think about shit. really, i think we should understand each other more than enough, that you should trust me. and..... you'll be there i know.
so lets not lie.

huiwen have been great on and off court. its good to see u improving, well, there's nothing to be unhappy about. thats what i thought, realising certain things might just be a blessing in disguise. thanks for accompanying me on friday for match. had a great time shouting with you.

hohoho, sorry chunyong for not able to make it for dinner last night. dadddy brought me out, so i cant make it. i'll make it up to you another day.

sorry guorong too!! i was too tired and couldn't make myself wake up an hour earlier to do the work. anyway, i owe you. and thanks for being understanding, its heart-warming.

yay, its 6/7 this week. great. i'll try to come today, to make it 7/7, our best. anyway, thats not the most important. most important is that, its been weeks and days of happiness instead of our usual. haha. its good like that, and i hope it'll just continue. i didn't jinx it!! we say things we're unhappy about, and then we try to understand instead of making a fuss out of it. let it be like that. Click is like the perfect show. i teared when i saw Micheal ran out of the hospital to find Ben, just to tell him Family First. i learned to treasure and cherish certain people more.

you're most gorgeous.

c boys and girls have match on monday and tuesday. which means, lesser lessons, less stress. good luck to both teams and i hope the girls get the champion.

golf in the afternoon, a sport for me to relax, and also i'll be happy. i dont know why, cause its just pleasant to play, breathe fresh air and bathe in the light of the warmly setting sun.

do whats right.

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