Jobrux.
Here I am, sitting on the 22nd storey of some tower. Plugged into my ipod playing off christmas carols, a festival I soooo missed. Slouching on a nice and soft comfy single seat sofa, over-looking the view of singapore from above, with my da vinci feeling muchly neglected.
I'm starting to feel tired and wanting to fall asleep.. But random thoughts kept me thinking of what could and could have been.
And it is indeed a point in your life where many things start changing dramatically, where many thoughts and relationships transit into something more complex and yet distant. Its a mixed feeling of happiness and upset when I think about many friends who left to do their study. Oka is leaving on sunday morning, and I will miss him dearly.
Sometimes, I feel that its a point of time when your life is taking a big 180. And can I say, I'm running out of my teenage years?
But surprising comes a thought, that love is redundant. I find myself foolish to try so hard at times, to be true and harsh to myself. Because you never find love, love walks to you. Babe, I'm born to be a player man! So I better be a darn good one!
Not soon before long, I won't have the days that I had. And I will surely do my best to achieve again. I will do best to keep you aside, for I'm not deserved to be missed by you.
Bites back, the toughest decision to make in life is always the hardest one.
I guess its a indication, an omen to move on and pursue personal legend. Really? Will the whole world conspire to help you win, this?
I'm starting to feel tired and wanting to fall asleep.. But random thoughts kept me thinking of what could and could have been.
And it is indeed a point in your life where many things start changing dramatically, where many thoughts and relationships transit into something more complex and yet distant. Its a mixed feeling of happiness and upset when I think about many friends who left to do their study. Oka is leaving on sunday morning, and I will miss him dearly.
Sometimes, I feel that its a point of time when your life is taking a big 180. And can I say, I'm running out of my teenage years?
But surprising comes a thought, that love is redundant. I find myself foolish to try so hard at times, to be true and harsh to myself. Because you never find love, love walks to you. Babe, I'm born to be a player man! So I better be a darn good one!
Not soon before long, I won't have the days that I had. And I will surely do my best to achieve again. I will do best to keep you aside, for I'm not deserved to be missed by you.
Bites back, the toughest decision to make in life is always the hardest one.
I guess its a indication, an omen to move on and pursue personal legend. Really? Will the whole world conspire to help you win, this?
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