Believe.

To hell with those who said anything about being unfit and about anything about guidelines. fuck off with those who assumed condition and fucking take me for lightly. because when i want something, i will do the best i can to get it. so don't doubt my hunger and don't doubt my commitment, because you can't even imagine how much i would do.

A miracle happened. the door once shut tightly upon me, is once again open. the path is ahead, i will brave through it with my best. whether i can walk to the other end is not most significant, i just want to prove to myself a point that even if its with the most demands and expectations, i can still do it. and even if i fail one day, i make sure its only after i've given it my best effort.

It is only the start and the beginning, so i have to keep believing in order to keep my dreams alive.

Thank god for friends around me that care for me. i can't imagine what would have happened to me without them. it's not very nice to sit down and listen to me rant and pour out everything because its not easy to digest, comprehend and give any solutions. but it's not all these that is important to me, it is when i know my friends are willing to always be there that made me a whole lot more assured. i don't know what i did for them, but i certainly feel blessed to have friends like these.

Relieved to know that HPL and Airlaw is over and done with. now its the most feared of all, Ratings! but... i have no fear!!

I don't know whether its a good or a bad thing. sometimes i wished i could fall in love all over again, and be in a relationship. but then again, when i hear about bad relationships around me, i feel for my friends. it is indeed hard to comprehend anything that does not belong to you, but as friends we are always there for each other. i am a failure in this, so i don't know how to help at times. i guess you might not need any solutions and advice, i only hope you follow your heart because it is the right thing to do. you know i am talking to you, i just hope that i can give you courage to do what you think is right. i will always be there for you.

I had enough for feeling that way. take it as i have given up or what, but i just had enough. you had things the way you wanted, so live with it. i have nothing to say, because i understand nothing.

Can't wait to see huiwen and gary tomorrow, because its a lunch date again! tomorrow get back A's, totally STEAM AH.......

Siok you bastard keep taking ice blast after every meal, you fucking tempting me you cock.

I shall go sleep after a unfruitful day because of the fucked up weather that screwed my flight again. it was 36 degree celsius today! i will murder anyone i see burning plastic and doing anything harmful to the environment! talk about the destruction of my exhaust. oh wells, life's a bitch.

Goodnight! and i forgot to say... you're my best!