Overdid.

Prom was great! as usual, you see people you know but don't recognize all of a sudden! especially girls. nevertheless, i think all my buddies looked simply suave and mature! (Y) i thought anders deserved prom king!

On the side note, the food wasn't good. wasn't worth the money, neither was the service. especially the fucking taxi guy.

Post-prom at supper was awesome too. to see everyone going high and crazy, was shocking. you see people like huiwen, cb, peanut and so many more in the mood and rhythm. then we saw jason and his gf, jx and his gf and other friends like jiawei, sean, marcus tang and countless others, including mag!

Darren is a crazy guy. but its fun to club with him! i'm sure there will be more! he's such a fucker, open bottle after i go home. nb. and what a waste couldn't really club with cuzz and the rest. maybe a bit of yuhua but too little of the others.

Left the club with wen. despite losing both our voices, and feeling so shagged from all the dancing, it felt good to be with him. we walked along the empty roads and we talked about heartfelt stuff. and it feels weird to be out with him in the wee hours! huiwen don't you just hate me, i'm always part of your first times. (never your first sex okay)

Today was recuperation from post-prom and the fucking virus i'm down with. luckily i didn't drink much, if not i don't think i'll be well for bangkok. i skipped yfc today, and i feel fucking guilty. its so fucked up, its sucking up all my holiday. fucking full-time flying, nb. and when i'm back from bangkok, i need to do so much so much catch up. and i fucking hate it, because its just like school and what's the point of a holiday.

Dropped by the range to condition my golf for bangkok. then met zhai and boon for pool. and coincidentally, alvin, cephas and ck met up for pool too. so we kinda pool together. pool is such a love.

With the bad sore throat i have, how the hell am i going to enjoy all my tomyum. fuck this. i better pray miracles happen.

Bangkok early in the morning, and i can't wait for the food and drinks there. the golf, and the fucking massage! be back on tuesday and don't worry i will miss you.

Yay, Macau got postponed to 1st Jan, now i can go for djie's christmas party. but it also means i don't have time to rest for phuket. and it also means more catch up to come for yfc. oh fuck it.

Oka is such a sweetie, waiting for me to finish blogging so can bid goodnight to me. i really think we gay. luckily neither of us is a female, if not confirm everlasting love relationship. haha. kakak, isn't it great we can share about everything. and i mean EVERYTHING. and we fucking understand what each other mean. haha, fucking sick but i like. jakarta and bali to look forward!

If the only solution is to move on after every rejection, then i think its pointless to love someone.

I've been thinking about it all day and all night, and i still get no point. its true that its a passing phase, and its over. its good to know that because of you, i don't do the wrong things. you're like a reminder to everything, and you appear as and when you want. its hard because i cannot even make up a reason to see you again, and its tough because i don't even get to hear you.

But there is nothing i can do.