Plastic Cups.

Jobel : to dream that you are making out with someone you don't like in that way, suggests that you need to acknowledge and incorporate aspects of this person into your own character. Consider specific traits that this person possess. To dream that you're making out with a friend suggests that you've an unconscious desire to pursue the relationship but fear that it'll jeopardize the friendship.

This is a big HAHA! omg, when i received this text i was like wth jobel, you and your warped reasoning. i really don't know what kinda sources she have! haha!

Driving today dam stressed. Basket, the guy don't whether trying to help me or destroy me. Give me attitude when i enter the car then like look down on me cause i more zai then others need less lessons to reach this phase, then like want to test me and make sure i suck. okay, i very haolian say i zai but i never say i sure pass my test also la. actually i very paranoid about the test, i really think its heng/suay one. anyway, this dam guy took like 60mins to open up to me and become friendly (that's after he found out that i'm a nice boy :D), then such a small world he tell me he is VJ maths hod and dunman high principal best friend. i really want to tell him i don't care because i don't even know who our maths hod is and i know nuts about dunman high right. but he went on and even told me yang shiling is his niece and i was okay, she's my classmate for 2 years. okay, lets not talk about her. next...

I feel like a cockroach already la, like my CT said. only can study at night, day time like so lethargic! probably its the messed up body clock again, more unwinding to do... and it's going to be worst because yap jinxin coming my house now to disturb me, at this freaking hour! okay, never mind i'm going to be a good influence and make jinxin study. but jinxin is another sweetie la, so nice ask me whether need a ride home from Expo. so sweet right? the intention is there makuku, but... i still don't want to give you my virgin pillion ride! haha! you are so unsafe!

Gym today with Djie. make me wait one hour then come and ask me chiong bench press with you obviously i will die right. anyway this guy dam sick, 10set, 10 reps of bench, his tits confirm bigger than mine la. but never mind, i know i will win him one day. sex handle here i come!

Gary is such a sweet boyfriend, almost everyday spend time with hd. they LDR but can still maintain so well, i'm so envious! but it shouldn't even be a surprise, who doesn't know how nice Mr. Tang is!

Muscle ache now leh, should i go for a run? i scared later i over-exert. but i feel like i need to sweat out again. later flip-coin and decide la.

I hate this kinda feeling, i hate it when i have to wait for nothing. but i cannot do anything!

The more i know things associated with you, the more i shun away from you. i'm not normal, you should know that. the big events go by without me, followed by the small ones. and then i will vanish. or i already did.

Guys! i really miss every single one of you. i wish we can play basketball together again, have lunch, feast at katong laksa, at sakae, at seoul, at bedok interchange, at marine parade, at bugis steamboat and anywhere we actually eat together. fuck, now it seem so hard to even get everyone together. so much for brotherhood forever, next time got wife, got children, got mistresses how to meet all together. confirm dam hard one lor, you all just make me sad. hopefully you all are studying hard, and i really miss miss miss every single one of you!

I'm a miracle baby! every single time my mother talk about how i was born, what i do when i was a young boy, and every single thing about me, i would always listen attentively. even though she told her friends and i a million times, i still am very interested! i really can't believe it, 6months 3weeks you are born and you want to eat french fries when you don't even have a teeth out yet. waa lao, i think i really dam cute when i was a young boy. if i'm an adult and see myself as a young boy confirm love him to bits. and my mum is right, everything i also a step ahead. don't believe? you see anyone around with such a thick mustache around? no one keeps it except me! simply because... i love it!

Jinxin coming over leh, i better bathe if not he say i smelly boy. aight, night folks. hope the studying has been good!

Don't tell me about you, i'm really not interested.