Eyes on You.

of course, the biggest news this week is that the CTs are postponed. hoooray! sigh a breathe of relief muggers. it's an awesome feeling when you're desperately doing the last minute revision and you know its not working because of the fucking short time left. i feel happy cause i got more time to study, but i feel like crap when i know the torture is dragged... its true man, when people say why postponed when i'm not even studying, there's no point to this. 

i'm sleeping like past 2am everyday and i dont know what the hell is wrong with me. feels like insomnia, feels like crap. and the best part of it all, is i'm not staying home for my study. and every night, i still think its best with you around, dont think i can sleep alone. 

taking them all out and putting them back makes me feel so loved. i cant believe for how everything has happened, and i think i can only be thankful. i always feel so appreciated, and everything makes my love so worth it. although i missed a lot of everything, i think its only fair to do what you always wanted to. go ahead, i think you'll be happier. at least, not with a bastard anymore. 

meeting oka and kenji tomorrow, hope the movie's going to be good. and hope i can stop thinking about everything. 

and i remembered how you always liked to go for movies with me,