Fundamental Joy.

my birthday week was totally enjoyable! there was a lot of surprises and i'm sorry for not posting about them earlier. first was my class, like wtf. i thought on one in my class S37 even remembered my birthday until they tried to surprise me with a freaking construction helmet. you know why? cause they think (okay, not all, but SOME) i look like a construction worker. okay, i know you all disagree. HAHA. anyway, it was still very sweet of them. i was like on the verge of getting pissed with them for forcing me into a lecture i wanted to pon, until they started embarrassing me with the helmet and birthday song in a packed LT. okay, i'm actually proud of the helmet. :) and thanks clarice and syaz for your sweet letters.

i cant remembered what happened after school, see cause its so long ago. haha. okay, the basketball team went to jurong to watch the freaking finals and for prize presentation. i totally remembered how badly IJ played during the finals and how undeserving they were as an finalist. i am 100% we would be a better fight for the champions and surely more deserving. but life's like that, we dont always get what we want, right. okay, away with that, its supposed to be a happy post. then felt good to meet up with the xiaoxuelian people, always feel good when i see them cause it always remind me of friendships that lasted for the 7th year and running. friendships made because of a common passion, how sweet.

we collected the 3rd prize, and i swear guys, i'm still proud of a bronze medal we achieved together. this medal will remind me of how hard we worked, fought and slogged together. the blood, sweat, bruise and tears we sacrificed, all because of a dream we wanted badly. although we didn't achieve the dream, the whole season transformed a group of egoistic, proud and arrogant, bastards, selfish and individualists into a group of selfless, matured and sensitive team-players. the most important of all, we create brotherhood.

the guys also surprised me when they started singing a birthday song in front of all the prize winning schools! like so embarrassing again! this time worst because they bought me crocs (i swear i love them a lot a lot) that is neon green in color. and they forced me into wearing it! and they forced the helmet on me too! like omg. okay, after they had their fun, we took the chartered bus to sakae at dhoby for buffet. and i swear i'm still afraid of going there, because of the number of plates we took that day. i think the staff hates us, but i dont care, cause i hate them too. haha. and... the guys were so sweet, they spent one day after school hiding from me and left me feeling so lonely because they made me a fucking beautiful card. i swear its the best i ever received from guys, i emphasis GUYS OMG. so sweet of them, make me want to cry, bastards.

on my birthday itself, i think i went to school early in the morning to play ball with seniors and others. so sweet, huiwen they all buy cake and sing bday song for me again. i hate weilun because he chase me around the whole car park with his hand behind his back, i thought he want to throw cake on my face. bastard, in the end he was holding nothing. LOL. we went to play pool and lan at home of pool after that and had lots of fun at that ah beng place. and had the fucking good chicken rice there! cabbed home and met louisa :) who passed me books for birthday, i will read it i promise! then went to visit daryl at his place because it's his dad's bday too. then left for town and met weizhen who wished me happy birthday. and met kenji, leon and oka who also wished me happy birthday. after which was movie with cb, mac, nat and babe. watched angels and demons which was quite boring for me that i fell asleep for awhile. maybe cause the movie too late la, sorry angels and demons die-hard fans. after movie, slacked at town with babe and bought that sucker a mogu mogu which made him happy and cabbed home together and fainted on bed after bathing and slept like a log. :)

thanks for those who remembered my bday and sent me a happy msg. :) although some are still late as usual as every year, i still love you. and those who STILL HAVEN'T GIVEN ME ANY PRESENT, I WONT FORGET OKAY. i'm dam grudge-full.

and thanks bio lecture group for the cute shark head cover, a really nice card and a box of condoms :D haha! you girls knew i needed it soon! hahahhaa! anyway thanks thanks thanks, dinner soon!

thats for my birthday! then nothing much exciting, until HK trip with SJ! was one heck of a blast and i really enjoyed traveling alone! SJ's a great shopping company and ask her if you intend to go HK, she knows all the good places! (Y) thanks SJ for the company! really enjoyed the time of my life! i wont hesitate going to another place with you! provided you stop cursing me...

now for the rest of my holidays, i'm going to try to settle down and focus on a few things. combine schools, driving and studies. thats it, nothing i want to think of. of course i will try to spend quality time with weilun who missed me and msg me to meet out :)

driving is exciting! i passed the BTT and although i haven't started any prac yet, i'm real excited about it and i hope i can clear it before the A's.

suckers around, dont try to start sucking up to me now because you want a ride home next time. no use one, i will still abandon you HAHA.

you make me think a lot,
give me another chance, i would still have chose the same.

think i still love you sexually.