Insomnia.

Wait for fuck. don't even know what the fuck i am waiting for. i don't even understand what the hell i'm doing to myself. i reminded myself countless times, but only to fall deeper and deeper. i don't know what the fuck you're trying to do, other than making me feel worst. sometimes i'm more than a fool, to be so silly.

I know i want it back too badly. i know i'm yearning more and more for it everyday. i know its overwhelming, and i know how much it means to me. i've lost it for too long, and now i want it bad. very badly.

The good thing is i've made up my mind. this is better than giving up.

A moment of her time just seems impossible to me.
It’s hard to find the words, to get to know this stranger.
I’m scared of what she’ll say if what I say sounds incomplete,
And it feels like we belong together.
Can someone tell me where do I start.

Cause, I can’t keep on feeling the way I do.
I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you.
I got to say something before,
Someone else comes through.
I can’t keep on loving you,
From a distance.