friendships.

friendships. ask myself, i dont think i ever had any friends who always remained as friends. look, why friends have friendships as thin as threads? and why does people still make friends with each another?

to backstab each other? to talk behind each other's back. to have fun while someone's not around. to be a hypocrite. to do things that you know might hurt your 'friend'.

whats most common in school to me now?, to make fun of each other. u have fun, yes, your friends have fun, yes. but when someone goes overboard, there ain't no more chances for you to say sorry now. once, twice, trice and then you might just get condemned. its sad, that we all treat each other like that.

why? of all reasons, it has to be computer games? to break some of us up? why must u people betray each other because you wanted to gain something in the game. why cant we just grow up and have fun together.

when we look back, we'll surely regret about how we lived our childhood. why friends go in different groups? i thought we're all labelled 'friends'.

i know its impossible that this post make much difference. but i just want some to know about how i feel. this is how i feel. i wish everyone can go out and just have fun. but never once that we went out without making fun of someone until someone got so offended that it spoils the day.
or even so, the person dont get offended, the person keep it to himself and already got hurt.

everyone has emotions, everyone makes mistakes, everyone has their first-times and people have their habits. why cant friends who grew up for 3 years together who almost seeing each other for 280days a year accept each other. dont blame someone totally for changing his personality, because everyone does.

i love my friends, but i dont wish everyone to have a relationship that weak, that light, that meaningless. we're supposed to be there for each other.