dont make empty promises.

i'll just be like that all the time.
i really wonder why must i get affected so much all the time. why must i make my life miserable when you dont get as affected as i do.
why others can take things in their stride, how do u forget about me?
why cant i do that?
i just think about our beginning till now. to my own expectations, i've nv really been happy. i always try to lower my expectations for u. to make myself happier, to make u happier.
but u never try to know me. even if u did. it never stays in u. it fades away.
i suck la. i know i've nv made u happy. because i'm too sensitive all the time. because u cant stand my limitations for u. because i think too much.
u're my heart-breaker.