what? i nv felt like that before.

woke up early in the morning. around 8am. had a friendly with raffles. felt great to see an zhen, danny and zhen feng. so we won by 19 in the end. we didn't play very well though. and i'm not sure whether raffles played well or not. after the game, wee hoe wanted to go play lan with leon, andy, jovan and zheng yi at katong. so i followed. he was late so we decided to take a cab there. went there, lee yang came. then we played together. went to geylang serai cc for awhile. wanted to kill time to meet her. fuck. i dont want to continue blogging bout the rest of the day. it just suck.

i didn't know u would treat me like that. i thought i was ur best. i thought u're closest to me among all of them. but is it so weak between us that u could turn ur face around and walk away. u disappointed me. disappointed me so so much.

i never thought that the day would end up like that. i thought i could never hate u. but u've just shown me the possibility of it. i never wanted to feel like that. i never wanted to be something u're scared of. i never wanted that. but u never realise. that my tears does go dry one day. and after u hurt me over and over again. the pain does go numb. i never wanted to lose you.