Medicine.

What do i do on nights like this when all i think about is you?

To tell myself to not think about you is never helping, and subconsciously doing things that reminds me of you is nothing but full of pain. What do i do when i'm this tired and yet i can never run of images of you in my head. What do i do when its an invisible you having a conversation with me. And what if i lied..

Will you be proud of me? If everything i did was for you after all, if everything i did had you in my mind all this time, if everything i did was to like my dislike just to show you what everything is all about, would it matter.

I can't wait for time to fly, because i don't need to be in a mess. I deserve as much as you, because you let me down.