Adjustment.

Yesterday was spent at the medical centre. Initially thought i would just collect my medicine and book out but things took a turn. Had to be put on drip with 2 extra jabs which eventually got my knocked out. Needle-phobia but i was in so much discomfort i couldn't be bothered worrying about the pain and all. Needle went into the blood vessel like a worm crawling under my skin and blood spilled all over my forearm, for a moment i thought i would faint. I just had to stare at it and the doctor administered 2 jabs which he already informed me that i would be extremely drowsy. 1 down and i immediately saw the world spinning around, before the second one was totally administered, i almost puked and i just couldn't catch my breathe. The lump in my chest formed up and it kept rising through my throat. Feeling of being gagged and i can't do anything about it. Before i knew it, i went into a world where i became oblivious to everything around me.

The moment i woke up, i felt so terrible. I couldn't sleep because of how fucked up that 2 jabs were. It was so strong i could still feel it, felt like puking and yet i couldn't. I was so restless i jerked up from my bed every 10s for 2 hours, each time feeling like i want to either suffocate myself to death or do anything to get out of this misery. I couldn't help but got out of bed on my own with the drip stand, went to the toilet and tried to puke but to no avail, i went back to the bed and hope for some peace within me. To what seemed like a couple of days, i finally felt better when the effect of the jab was off and the doc finally agreed to let me off. I felt like a soldier, after all.

Today, i woke up and went to play ball. I had my favorite prawn mee, katong laksa, bread ice-cream, popeyes and popcorn. That's to make up for the shit i went through yesterday, but yeah i don't really care the weekdays are so fucked up, i need to feel normal again.

Off to read my papers because i've been so shut off from the world, and my thoughts with the people in Japan i really hope you guys tide through this and rebound strong. Its my dream place and even though its disaster-prone, i wouldn't mind being there.

Just popped 2 mini harmless looking pills, but god they taste awful. Feeling drowsy by the seconds, again.

Arsenal must win.