taiwan.

thats right, i'm going off to taiwan in about 12hours from now. lets say i sleep for 8hours, then 4 hours from the time i wake up. hah. i'm going there with the team for friendlies and to have fun with my friends. this trip sounds really fun, but there's really many things that i cant bear to leave behind.

its really sad that it all turn out like that. i hope that we'll still catch a glimpse of each other before i go off. if not, then its okay alright. dont be too upset about anything, because i'll definitely be thinking of you.

again, this time. i pack my luggage last minute. i dont know why i'm like that, but i just dont feel the sense of urgency yesterday night to do it. its always like that for me. if i dont feel the sense of urgency then i probably wont do anything. thats bad right. hah.

again, this time. i'm heading to the airport all by myself again. my dad's not in s'pore and my mum's too busy to see me off. anyway i'm used to going there all alone and get everything done. and now, i prefer it this way. i want to be alone everytime i leave.

this time, i'm sharing room with huiwen. thats one thing that i'm looking for, for this trip. think its going to rock big time when he's in the room. haha. its quite cool to go for a trip with my seniors and juniors. haha. everyone all together.

i'm going to buy many things for myself i'm sure. i brought a bigger luggage so that i can bring more stuff back. oh ya, i'll be back on the sunday night. 10thdec. so... see you all people again when i'm back.

went to church today and got spurred on by something pastor Kong said.
if the world is represented by a village of 100population.
80 stay in sub-sided environments.
57 are asians.
45 are educated.
35 Christians.
6 are rich.
AND
ONLY 1 has a university degree.

and what does this tell you? if you get a degree, you're better of than 99% of the world. so whats with the bullshit about, s'pore is so stressful that getting a university degree in s'pore is so common and its becoming nothing. this fact spurred me on to studying harder.

something else made me think a lot too. pastor Kong said,
a man lives approximately for 30,000 days.
if you're a middle age man, you probably are left with 15,000 days to live.
one-third is spent on sleeping.
another third spent on transport, staying at home or chatting with your friends, etc.
so now you're left with 5,000days left to do what you want, and to make a difference in this world.
isn't it scary to think about all these?

its worst for me. thinking about all the injuries i have, i probably have one-third of my life shorter than others. so i think i better start doing what i want and to make a difference to this society.

thank cell group for praying for me today. i'll be fine, and you all take care in s'pore.

i stopped playing golf for quite awhile. giving myself a break again before going back for all those tournaments. anyway, i got rejected for the SICC Junior Open. got rejected in 2004, now again. so dam irritating.

somehow, i'm not very excited about the trip tomorrow. there's really too many things and people i cant bear to leave behind.

please please take good care of yourself every day and night when i'm not around.

God Bless everyone.

see you all on the 10th.