Fiba.
sorry that i haven't been blogging for a really long time. some might just that it that this blog is dead or something and stop visiting it. but i know some still hopes to see a new post and constantly visits this blog.
well, overall, my life is changing and it is going to take a big turn. things are so different now, i really have to depend on just myself. there have been many things that are disappointing, but i know it happens in just time to come.
looking at the time, what the fuck. i have training in the morning and i dont give a fuck. i just want felt like blogging. actually i felt like blogging so many times, but i'm just too tired to do all these.
i went away to taiwan this holiday. it was freaking great for me. it was a good chance for me to know some people better, to get closer to some people, to learn so much so much from seniors and from all the friendly matches. though i spent a lot of money, i didn't feel the heartache. thats what i like about holidays, i really can get away from everything. all my burdens, and stress. lets say i'm in s'pore and my dad gives me 500 to spend for shopping. every cent that i take out, hurts me. i dont know why, but in a way or another i'll be thinking about many things.
taiwan was great, the food and company was almost perfect. i missed the bubble tea and all the small snacks over there. i kinda wish that i could just live over there.
do you know how friendly the people are? even though the people dont know you, but they still great you when you enter their shop and it just gives you a very heartwarming feeling.
mitchell's right. we can just smell the stink of arrogance of the Singaporeans when we're entering the gates at the airport, on our way back. its just a very different feeling, and for Singapore to turn into a country with so much courtesy is almost impossible.
coming back to Singapore, i had to play SICC Junior Invitational. its a golf tournament by-the-way. remember that i was actually rejected? but my dad called me up when i was in taiwan to inform me that there was some mistake with the entries and so i got to play. well, i was elated knowing that i could play. overall i played the tournament quite well, at least my expectations. i ended up in 9th position in my age-group. i know i could have done better, at least i proved to myself somethings i thought i could never do. i played 84, 76,78. first day was screw up la, i dont want to talk about it.
recently, i was busy with the FIBA tournament held at the Simei ITE. my job was actually to mop the floor and pick up some balls. but i ended up doing nothing because there's really nothing much to do. so i simply sat there and watch the matches.
well, i learnt a lot watching the matches. Japan won my heart. and i support them all the way. there's nothing to give up even though you have 3seconds left. i saw a winning shot right before my eyes from the 3-point line. so, there's nothing to give up at any point of time. and i learn much from how players should behave on and off court.
how i just wish that i could play at that level of game oneday, where there'll be supporters and help from everywhere.
Shizuka Uchida lives in my heart.
Christmas this year, nothing great. actually whats so big for me on Christmas. for me its simple, i just want to let some people know that i love and care for them. let some people know that i cherish the friendships we have. if some simple dont get it, then i'm sorry but i think i've put in effort some way or another. my Christmas have been boring this time and i dont feel anything. i just need a break, from my life. i wish that everything or just anything can just stop. i wish i could take a break. i feel like i'm suffocating from something. looking at the path in the future, there's nothing to look forward to. whats going to happen when school starts. am i going to be worst than how i am now.
my greatest blessing this Christmas, is that i got to get close to great players i never thought i would ever have the chance. my chance to learn from them and my honour to take pictures with them.
i'm not looking forward to new year either. i'm just sick of thinking about the resolutions i failed to make and think about new ones. i think i'm just a failure sometimes.
i remember that i vowed to enjoy myself to my best this holiday. i cant..... i just cant.. i just cant be happy, purely happy.
be happy for me because i'm doing all the housework all by myself now. my maid went back to Phillipines for 3weeks for Christmas. and so i have to wash my clothes and everything. its making me go berserk because there's so much to do. just be proud of me because you know i'm a spoilt kid.
i just want to fly away. just fly away.
just to spend a day with you.
well, overall, my life is changing and it is going to take a big turn. things are so different now, i really have to depend on just myself. there have been many things that are disappointing, but i know it happens in just time to come.
looking at the time, what the fuck. i have training in the morning and i dont give a fuck. i just want felt like blogging. actually i felt like blogging so many times, but i'm just too tired to do all these.
i went away to taiwan this holiday. it was freaking great for me. it was a good chance for me to know some people better, to get closer to some people, to learn so much so much from seniors and from all the friendly matches. though i spent a lot of money, i didn't feel the heartache. thats what i like about holidays, i really can get away from everything. all my burdens, and stress. lets say i'm in s'pore and my dad gives me 500 to spend for shopping. every cent that i take out, hurts me. i dont know why, but in a way or another i'll be thinking about many things.
taiwan was great, the food and company was almost perfect. i missed the bubble tea and all the small snacks over there. i kinda wish that i could just live over there.
do you know how friendly the people are? even though the people dont know you, but they still great you when you enter their shop and it just gives you a very heartwarming feeling.
mitchell's right. we can just smell the stink of arrogance of the Singaporeans when we're entering the gates at the airport, on our way back. its just a very different feeling, and for Singapore to turn into a country with so much courtesy is almost impossible.
coming back to Singapore, i had to play SICC Junior Invitational. its a golf tournament by-the-way. remember that i was actually rejected? but my dad called me up when i was in taiwan to inform me that there was some mistake with the entries and so i got to play. well, i was elated knowing that i could play. overall i played the tournament quite well, at least my expectations. i ended up in 9th position in my age-group. i know i could have done better, at least i proved to myself somethings i thought i could never do. i played 84, 76,78. first day was screw up la, i dont want to talk about it.
recently, i was busy with the FIBA tournament held at the Simei ITE. my job was actually to mop the floor and pick up some balls. but i ended up doing nothing because there's really nothing much to do. so i simply sat there and watch the matches.
well, i learnt a lot watching the matches. Japan won my heart. and i support them all the way. there's nothing to give up even though you have 3seconds left. i saw a winning shot right before my eyes from the 3-point line. so, there's nothing to give up at any point of time. and i learn much from how players should behave on and off court.
how i just wish that i could play at that level of game oneday, where there'll be supporters and help from everywhere.
Shizuka Uchida lives in my heart.
Christmas this year, nothing great. actually whats so big for me on Christmas. for me its simple, i just want to let some people know that i love and care for them. let some people know that i cherish the friendships we have. if some simple dont get it, then i'm sorry but i think i've put in effort some way or another. my Christmas have been boring this time and i dont feel anything. i just need a break, from my life. i wish that everything or just anything can just stop. i wish i could take a break. i feel like i'm suffocating from something. looking at the path in the future, there's nothing to look forward to. whats going to happen when school starts. am i going to be worst than how i am now.
my greatest blessing this Christmas, is that i got to get close to great players i never thought i would ever have the chance. my chance to learn from them and my honour to take pictures with them.
i'm not looking forward to new year either. i'm just sick of thinking about the resolutions i failed to make and think about new ones. i think i'm just a failure sometimes.
i remember that i vowed to enjoy myself to my best this holiday. i cant..... i just cant.. i just cant be happy, purely happy.
be happy for me because i'm doing all the housework all by myself now. my maid went back to Phillipines for 3weeks for Christmas. and so i have to wash my clothes and everything. its making me go berserk because there's so much to do. just be proud of me because you know i'm a spoilt kid.
i just want to fly away. just fly away.
just to spend a day with you.
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