last day of school.
finally its the last day of school. during the exam period, i just keep looking towards the start of the holiday. even after the exams, i still look forward. plainly because its boring in school, i feel like doing things that i couldn't do during school days. but when its really the last day, i kind of want this day to be long. i dont want it end. i just dont feel like finishing school knowing that i cant meet up with certain friends. other than that, i know its going to be another tough period of me and louisa. every holiday have been like that, we will seem to quarrel more, or more problems will just come. i just feel that its because we cant see each other. not that i cant sacrifice anything to meet u, but its u that cant meet me even downstairs or appreciate all i try to meet up, instead taking it for granted over and over again. my effort never seem most appreciated. my effort always seem to be making myself worst. i have to turn into forcing u to meet me. end up quarreling or anything we can find.
that day after school, i went to town with louisa first. we went to change the sizing of this shirt she gave me. we actually wanted to watch x-men. but i was hesistating because i was going to watcso h the show with my friends at night. well, she was understanding and told me its okay. we'll watch other shows another time. after we got the shirt done, we went to look for a place to have lunch. i end up deciding, we went to pepper lunch. i guess we had most fun there. after that, whatever that happen, i dont wish to blog about it.
at around 6, i see louisa home before heading down to meet my friends. when i got to town, i met leon, zhengyi, andy and weiyang. soon later leeyang, jovan and chunyong came down. we watch x-men. i think the shows not bad. i know its brief, but its still enjoyable. so end up relating the show so much with dota. that part was fun. haha. after that we went down to bedok, played pool and then only me, chunyong and zhengyi could stay late. so after pool, we went to inter-change for supper. we caught the last bus of 9 at 12.02am. then all got home. that day was fun.
i met chunyong and andrea last night for pool. at around 8.40 me and chunyong met at bedok and then andrea came about 9plus. we had fun playing while i got some killing spree playing. lol. started the laughings when i played with andrea. haha. then we 3 started laughing like idiots. laugh laugh and laugh non-stop until i forgot to take my ez-link card from the uncle when i return the balls and for payment. nevermind, oneday i'll go down again to take it.
after that, we head down to simpang bedok for supper again. had satay, roti-johns and pratas. zhiying came down also to join us. that was nice of her to come down despite it was already 10plus. so we had fun eating and talking together. then after that me and chunyong took 9 home while the girls walk home together. thank you chunyong for the past many many days where u came down to play pool and have fun with me. hopefully there'll be many more of these to come.
the 3 of us to go out more often like last time? i thought it was possible. but when u talk about it, i just dont feel like the past. when i get excited and all about going out together. now its just different. things are not the same between us. u dont trust me as much, u dont look at me the same way. we'll just endup quarreling if we go out i guess. things are just different now.
i'm tired about carrying on with all these draggy quarrelings. i dont see why we're quarreling so bad. two person who loves each other so much and end up quarreling so bad till saying i hate you to each other? possible?? what should i say here? realise that everytime i blog about us here, its not about how happy we spent time together. instead, how we quarreled and why we quarreled. so can u just talk normally and end all this quick.
off to malaysia this monday for golf tournament and inter-school on wednesday. hopefully i'll do well. i've been working hard with myself, i hope that my work will pay off.
that day after school, i went to town with louisa first. we went to change the sizing of this shirt she gave me. we actually wanted to watch x-men. but i was hesistating because i was going to watcso h the show with my friends at night. well, she was understanding and told me its okay. we'll watch other shows another time. after we got the shirt done, we went to look for a place to have lunch. i end up deciding, we went to pepper lunch. i guess we had most fun there. after that, whatever that happen, i dont wish to blog about it.
at around 6, i see louisa home before heading down to meet my friends. when i got to town, i met leon, zhengyi, andy and weiyang. soon later leeyang, jovan and chunyong came down. we watch x-men. i think the shows not bad. i know its brief, but its still enjoyable. so end up relating the show so much with dota. that part was fun. haha. after that we went down to bedok, played pool and then only me, chunyong and zhengyi could stay late. so after pool, we went to inter-change for supper. we caught the last bus of 9 at 12.02am. then all got home. that day was fun.
i met chunyong and andrea last night for pool. at around 8.40 me and chunyong met at bedok and then andrea came about 9plus. we had fun playing while i got some killing spree playing. lol. started the laughings when i played with andrea. haha. then we 3 started laughing like idiots. laugh laugh and laugh non-stop until i forgot to take my ez-link card from the uncle when i return the balls and for payment. nevermind, oneday i'll go down again to take it.
after that, we head down to simpang bedok for supper again. had satay, roti-johns and pratas. zhiying came down also to join us. that was nice of her to come down despite it was already 10plus. so we had fun eating and talking together. then after that me and chunyong took 9 home while the girls walk home together. thank you chunyong for the past many many days where u came down to play pool and have fun with me. hopefully there'll be many more of these to come.
the 3 of us to go out more often like last time? i thought it was possible. but when u talk about it, i just dont feel like the past. when i get excited and all about going out together. now its just different. things are not the same between us. u dont trust me as much, u dont look at me the same way. we'll just endup quarreling if we go out i guess. things are just different now.
i'm tired about carrying on with all these draggy quarrelings. i dont see why we're quarreling so bad. two person who loves each other so much and end up quarreling so bad till saying i hate you to each other? possible?? what should i say here? realise that everytime i blog about us here, its not about how happy we spent time together. instead, how we quarreled and why we quarreled. so can u just talk normally and end all this quick.
off to malaysia this monday for golf tournament and inter-school on wednesday. hopefully i'll do well. i've been working hard with myself, i hope that my work will pay off.
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