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Sunday, April 23, 2006

reaching high.

season's over. i feel i should renew some of my resolutions. i can look clearer at my future now and i know what i want.

mid-years coming, i want to do well again. i want emaths, amaths, biology, chemistry and core history to get all 1's. ambitious right? but its very possible to me. do well for my exams, and then no time to waste.

time for serious golf training. i should and must get my form back and prepare for inter-school. top 3 are my aims.

after that, i gotta build up a stronger body, more tone, more charm. hahaha.

i'm going to try to be a model. hopefully i'll be something special to them.

thats my aims for this june holidays.

well, in the midst of all this. i hope i can relate better with people.

i hope to get along better with my school mates during this holiday. catch up with my friends from other school.

i hope to improve for basketball and hopefully we can play for youth cup this year.

hopefully i can get along better with my family this year.

but still the most important is to get along better with my relationship. i want things to be better and then we can spend all the time we want with each other. hopefully we can meet up often. though i can see that its quite impossible already, but i can only hope and wish. i will do my part. maybe theres nothing wrong with u really, but i think i should reflect sometimes. i should just let u do the things u like. we should be like the past. being happy everyday, nothing to be mad about. just call and be elated just to hear each other and not worry about calling back. really, i should let u be excited to call back instead of worrying. so much so much have change. without us knowing, we actually hurt each other so much. i realised all these already, i hope u do as well. i really hope u'll stand by me. and so and so much have happened and change, its the same. i still love you my dear.

so this holiday, i should change to be a better friend, a better member of my family, a better player, and of course a better boyfriend.

just for you my dear.

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