the past few days.
19th may. 3F had their first BBQ. some people felt that it was really fun and successful, some also felt otherwise. i felt otherwise. not to say that it was not fun and was a failure, but i just felt different this time. i'm not sure why is it like that. maybe because of the new people, or adults around, or a different pit or people changed. many reasons there can be. it was different but still a memorable one to me. they celebrated my birthday there, with shanmin. mine was on 23rd may and shanmin 21st. andrea bought two cakes, and that was sweet of her. thanks huh!! i think we should not hold any more BBQs. i think its better to POT LUCK. i guess food will be better. and nobody would free-load anything.
23rd may. my birthday. i also felt different this year. i dont know why. i'm not sure about how i'm going to spend my day. i wasn't sure about planning it. i dont know who to spend it with. i dont know my priority. i know i disappointed my family. i know they were upset that i reject to have dinner. but i did not regret spending time with her. so.. i think my birthday this year, i did bad.
bad day today. i'm going to hate CCP forever. dont ask me why. i dont feel like telling the whole story again and again. i'll just get angry everytime i speak of him. training this afternoon. phototaking was cancelled. so i regretted coming to school today. training was not bad. played well with huiwen and rocket for 3 on 2 and 3 on 3. at least we ran properly and finished well. tried to push my physical today again. not up to what i expected but i guess its because of my aching thighs. have been training and running the past few days without resting. so i'll recover tomorrow, saturday and sunday. weiyang not happy with me playing with power forward. nvm. we'll talk it out and see how thing goes. i believe it can be better. nevertheless, i still love to play power forward. i will still try.
religion is not a problem among us friends. i think we should just sit and talk calmly to clear all this misunderstandings. i'm sure everyone appreciates everyone.
louisa waited again for my training to end!! that was sweet. it's the second time already. dam i feel bad when i see u waiting. it was nice this time. we'll be like that. much love :)
23rd may. my birthday. i also felt different this year. i dont know why. i'm not sure about how i'm going to spend my day. i wasn't sure about planning it. i dont know who to spend it with. i dont know my priority. i know i disappointed my family. i know they were upset that i reject to have dinner. but i did not regret spending time with her. so.. i think my birthday this year, i did bad.
bad day today. i'm going to hate CCP forever. dont ask me why. i dont feel like telling the whole story again and again. i'll just get angry everytime i speak of him. training this afternoon. phototaking was cancelled. so i regretted coming to school today. training was not bad. played well with huiwen and rocket for 3 on 2 and 3 on 3. at least we ran properly and finished well. tried to push my physical today again. not up to what i expected but i guess its because of my aching thighs. have been training and running the past few days without resting. so i'll recover tomorrow, saturday and sunday. weiyang not happy with me playing with power forward. nvm. we'll talk it out and see how thing goes. i believe it can be better. nevertheless, i still love to play power forward. i will still try.
religion is not a problem among us friends. i think we should just sit and talk calmly to clear all this misunderstandings. i'm sure everyone appreciates everyone.
louisa waited again for my training to end!! that was sweet. it's the second time already. dam i feel bad when i see u waiting. it was nice this time. we'll be like that. much love :)
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