and as u'll call back very soon. i waited and did what i expected.

i dont know why i said all that. i dont know why i had the courage to say all that. i was suprised to say and end with a clear throat. when we start, we never know when to stop. i dont know why u can think so far when its about the negative, and have to take time to look at our future. maybe i'm impatient. maybe i am. hearing about what u brought up. was shattering. anyway, i know one day i have to face this. i will have to take this. but i'm just hoping that this never comes. because i still and still put in faith to oneday we can let everyone know about us. i look forward to that. that is my greatest wish now. and as tears flow, i get tired. i'm prepared. maybe i'm not. but i took a peep on the worst that's going to happen.