miss u.

i dont see u much recently dearest. i miss u. i really do. i want to see u and hug u and never let go. i have so much to tell u. i've got so much to pour out to u. i know u'll forget me when u're with your friends. but at least show me some love when u're alone at night? tomorrow i'm going overseas. i just wanted to meet u today. cant u tell how much i wanted to see from my voice just now? i know u're busy. i cant do anything either. i just hope u'll excel. i dont want to add more troubles to u. i love u.

i'm going to give up on you already. u made me felt like this so many times already. and then by the time u realise it, u come apologizing to me. u wants us to be close as and when u like, when u dont feel like, u basically dont bother about me. u told me many times why i always pull the close people around u away, but think for me. dont u do the same to me sometimes? disappointed. u trying to do too much at one time.