my finals.

we lost. lost the zone finals again. lost it to chung cheng. i wouldn't mind losing this match. i wouldn't mind losing it to another better team. i really wouldn't mind. chung cheng basically played well on the finals. they were on-form. the gap was always 10. we were always behind by 10. and when we try to catch up to 7 or 8, they shoot a 3 in. thats how irritating it was that day. well my 3 points was off at the first half. then i thought coach was very disppointed at that time. second half i started making and when it seemed possible to come back, they make a foul-in. chung cheng haven't lost a match since c' boys. that makes them arrogant. i cannot deny but that is a great record. a record that i guess no team has done it. before the match i was ready to bruise. i was ready to run till i vomit. we promised to run. but the end, we still lost to them. in my heart, i was crying. crying very badly. i just wished that time could go back again and everything shall start again. i'm sure if we play again, they won't win. many blamed the referee. many felt that the referee didn't call good fouls. but to me, i felt that we still could win. even if the referee were biased, we still could have done it with our ability. the lost, i did not blame anyone, expect myself. many thought i did well already. but in my heart, i know i haven't perform to my best. despite how much i tried and my greediness to win, still i failed. i did not give up until the last whistle blew. i gave a good fight without regrets.