With you.

Happy Birthday Elaine!!!!!!!

promos haven't been any great! there's every chance that i'll fail everything. but wont be too bad till its a big U. CT told me that i didn't make it for chem and that leaves 3 more chances. i'm quite sure i wont make it for maths, and i dont have enough confidence that i'll pass econs and biology.

would things be better if i neglect chem and econs and push harder for maths and biology? i kept thinking about this, but i didn't dare do something like that. or in fact, i couldn't bear to do that. i just 'thought' i could pass them if i study them. probably cause i'm a perfectionist, and i wanted to get perfect Es..

oh well its over, and i really should enjoy myself. and i did, for the past week. but school's starting tomorrow and i'm really feeling the heat. i dont want to end up failing everything, i dont want to know that everything's gone to waste.

would things be better to stay back another year? or would it be better if i make it 2 in J2? or should i drop out to poly? or should i get my ass overseas?

damn, i hate cross roads in life. its good cause i can make a choice, but i'm afraid of chosing something that i might regret over in the future.

i'm such a wimp..

days after the promos have been just MJ, MJ and more MJ. and congrats weehoe for winnning $78 yesterday. hahahhaa, but i think they probably spent $50 of your money already..
it feels good to be with secondary school friends.. it just different, its a different kinda friendship. it seemed that nothing would go wrong, and i hope it'll be like that forever..

Open house was quite fun. playing ball in the freaking sun kills. and i think i'm going to fall sick already. it was fun walking around socializing. hahahha. and THUMBS UP for julynn's dance! (Y) had a great time laughing while racing against jeralyn. and i realized J is one hell of a sweet person! (Y)

movie was great! although i slept for awhile during the show, i think it's quite a funny one. it managed to wake me up a few times! it was totally fun out with budd, like always. 'they are cute-cute, but not cute--cute. you get me?' sure i do budd. :)

i'm finally reading a book! and i think i like reading. it took 17years to unravel this hidden interest. hahaha! meeting ESG at 12 for hari raya celebration. yeah.. cant wait to lay my hands on the food. and my heart is damaged, damaged, damaged, damaged..

oh yeah, fuck that nnbccb indian taxi driver. fuck your attitude, i hope your taxi break down everytime you get a passenger. fucking loser i keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel you argh...

oh wells. you make everything seemed perfect! really!