Side-Track.
Youth Golf Challenge was a disappointment. didn't finish top 5, which was my expectation. wishful thinking, do i even deserve on finishing top 5? i dont think so. no practice, no shit and what on earth am i still expecting. sometimes i really wish i had all the time to practice, and play well. satisfaction level = maximum. oh well, now its over, and really no point brooding over it. though it really hurts inside, i'm sure i'll get over it by the time i have a good round again.
Ranking Game coming up again next week. well, just hope to play a decent round of golf. and... to use or not to use kenji's putter? hahaha, i find it hard to give up on my Scotty! well, after i try the Bertinadi's.....
Yesterday was quite a bad day. first, common test sucked, and i'm failing the maths test for sure. i hate failing and i'm surely going to try harder the next time round. i realised something from this test, and its whether i really belong to VJ. i'm like cracking my brains, perspiring in the air-con room trying to pass, and i see people smiling at me telling me its a easy paper. i feel so depressed inside, and i ask myself whether i really deserve to be here, and whether i'll be happier somewhere else.
Training wasn't too good either. the seniors came down to have friendly, and no doubt we had fun. but at the end of the session, i realised that we're not that good. friendly with AJ on thursday, something to look forward to, and i'm sure we'll get our game back in someway or another.
Anyway, its not like i'm giving up or anything. I WILL PERSERVERE AND PUSH MYSELF TO THE LIMITS (okay, maybe i'm at my limits already)!!!
I passed my Econs progess test!! wooohooo, like 9 out of 20, and i'm like the better half of the class. hahaha. gym today was kinda slack, and we end up playing ball with ms tan. haha. had a good time laughing, and felt better. went home with Huiwen as usual and got home before 9pm to watch my TV!
Tomorrow's Art's Day, SALSA HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
something to look forward to, crashing huiwen's JTS, my Billups and class outing (like movie in the morning? lol)
its something i always look forward to, but at the end of the day, i realised that it means nothing to you.
i really wonder, whether i'll live years shorter if i go on like this.
Ranking Game coming up again next week. well, just hope to play a decent round of golf. and... to use or not to use kenji's putter? hahaha, i find it hard to give up on my Scotty! well, after i try the Bertinadi's.....
Yesterday was quite a bad day. first, common test sucked, and i'm failing the maths test for sure. i hate failing and i'm surely going to try harder the next time round. i realised something from this test, and its whether i really belong to VJ. i'm like cracking my brains, perspiring in the air-con room trying to pass, and i see people smiling at me telling me its a easy paper. i feel so depressed inside, and i ask myself whether i really deserve to be here, and whether i'll be happier somewhere else.
Training wasn't too good either. the seniors came down to have friendly, and no doubt we had fun. but at the end of the session, i realised that we're not that good. friendly with AJ on thursday, something to look forward to, and i'm sure we'll get our game back in someway or another.
Anyway, its not like i'm giving up or anything. I WILL PERSERVERE AND PUSH MYSELF TO THE LIMITS (okay, maybe i'm at my limits already)!!!
I passed my Econs progess test!! wooohooo, like 9 out of 20, and i'm like the better half of the class. hahaha. gym today was kinda slack, and we end up playing ball with ms tan. haha. had a good time laughing, and felt better. went home with Huiwen as usual and got home before 9pm to watch my TV!
Tomorrow's Art's Day, SALSA HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
something to look forward to, crashing huiwen's JTS, my Billups and class outing (like movie in the morning? lol)
its something i always look forward to, but at the end of the day, i realised that it means nothing to you.
i really wonder, whether i'll live years shorter if i go on like this.
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