people gone with time.
i'm feeling the heat for my prelims and o's already!!! is it too late or too early? haha. but dam, i'm worrying like shit. i'm going to start preparing soon.. very soon...
just came home from tution, and i feel good! i feel more confident about myself, when i know i can do that chapter. hahaha. today was quite fun, Tracy, Shan, Weehoe and myself got nominated to try for the Prom King/Queen. bet its going to be a real fun experience! hahaha. and thanks for those who supported me in class today.
i'm soooooo tired nowadays. 7-8hours sleep a day is NOT ENOUGH. i'm crazy, i'll get tired if i dont get XX hours of sleep. i'm going to make sure i have enough sleep before the exams. like 15hours of sleep everyday. hahahhaha.
2.4km run at ECP this saturday. just do my best and i have to rush home after the run. because i've got my Club Championship Matchplay Semi-Finals. i'm afraid i'll be too tired to play later in the afternoon. but who cares, thats when i want to achieve.
Bambi's sitting on my lap now. i dont know whether she can read my mind or something. she looks like she want to care for me. she looks as though she want to company me while i struggle. she looks like she want to help. she looks like she love me. she looks like she's trying to assure me that she wont leave me. its been 8 years with her, and its the first time that i felt so much from her. i hope she wont leave me ever.
GrandPa's gone a week ago. i really regret not spending time with him. actually i haven't seen him for years. and then when i heard he was sick and had to be warded,i finally decided to look for him. by the time i got to see him at the hospital, he was already reduced to 25kg. he was already very skinny, he was about 30kg before he got to the hospital. and then he got worst. i knew he missed me when i looked into his eyes, and i really really regret not taking a day off for him. he promised me that he'll pull through and we'll have dinner at his favourite place. one week later, he let go and went. actually, he put up a fight. i knew he didn't give up, he had to eventually. he fought for a week, and i know its tough. Rest In Peace, AhGong.
i realise the value of kinship during the funeral. actually i feel much more comfortable with my family. but since young, i never had the chance to really spend quality time with my family. not just my uncle and aunties, but even my own dad and mum. now when everything's broken up, its too late for anything. i guess i'm just born to be independent.
just came home from tution, and i feel good! i feel more confident about myself, when i know i can do that chapter. hahaha. today was quite fun, Tracy, Shan, Weehoe and myself got nominated to try for the Prom King/Queen. bet its going to be a real fun experience! hahaha. and thanks for those who supported me in class today.
i'm soooooo tired nowadays. 7-8hours sleep a day is NOT ENOUGH. i'm crazy, i'll get tired if i dont get XX hours of sleep. i'm going to make sure i have enough sleep before the exams. like 15hours of sleep everyday. hahahhaha.
2.4km run at ECP this saturday. just do my best and i have to rush home after the run. because i've got my Club Championship Matchplay Semi-Finals. i'm afraid i'll be too tired to play later in the afternoon. but who cares, thats when i want to achieve.
Bambi's sitting on my lap now. i dont know whether she can read my mind or something. she looks like she want to care for me. she looks as though she want to company me while i struggle. she looks like she want to help. she looks like she love me. she looks like she's trying to assure me that she wont leave me. its been 8 years with her, and its the first time that i felt so much from her. i hope she wont leave me ever.
GrandPa's gone a week ago. i really regret not spending time with him. actually i haven't seen him for years. and then when i heard he was sick and had to be warded,i finally decided to look for him. by the time i got to see him at the hospital, he was already reduced to 25kg. he was already very skinny, he was about 30kg before he got to the hospital. and then he got worst. i knew he missed me when i looked into his eyes, and i really really regret not taking a day off for him. he promised me that he'll pull through and we'll have dinner at his favourite place. one week later, he let go and went. actually, he put up a fight. i knew he didn't give up, he had to eventually. he fought for a week, and i know its tough. Rest In Peace, AhGong.
i realise the value of kinship during the funeral. actually i feel much more comfortable with my family. but since young, i never had the chance to really spend quality time with my family. not just my uncle and aunties, but even my own dad and mum. now when everything's broken up, its too late for anything. i guess i'm just born to be independent.
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