this morning sucked.

i woke up and things suck. nothing went in the way i wanted. first i was supposed to meet them at kembangan mrt to go town. after that 2 of them told me that wanted to go to tampines mall only. so i was left with him. then later another guy i was supposed to meet in town. tell me that he met with other people already. and that since i still have this friend with me. then i might as well go with this friend. then he can go with his friends too. what really made me angry was that he was supposed to meet me last night. and that when i'm already on the train to meet him. he told me he was with another group and he doesn't want to leave them. so i had to meet someone else last night. and he kinda promised to meet today. so when i answered his call, i was furious. i realised that he was meeting a group of people which disappointed me. YOU BITCH! since its so hard to meet with you all the time then forget it la. what u're showing me now is that u're goin to anywhere as long as its more fun and convenient for you. then my mum sent me a late msg that she wanted to meet for dinner at 6pm. like wtf? i already met my friends. and what does she want now? she wanted to meet me and my sis. but my sis was able to hook my mum off with her stupid excuses. and now its left with me. i was really troubled then i wanted to call her to talk to her. she didn't went to church in the end. so i thought i could meet her. but she said. "i don't want to meet you." fine. fine la. to me. u didn't change at all. FUCK LA. FUCK EVERYTHING. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE.